Time after time.

Tired of everything~

2012-02-12T13:51:00.003+08:00

I am tired~ I am not physically tired but i am mentally tired~
I been stress over many small problems , my studies, my friends, my relationship, my future.
Everything seems so different now a days:(
Piles of presentation to do, homework to do, having test every week.
I swear i been not studying hard anymore, i don't know what it's on my mind.
I feel like talking to someone who could comfort me... But... i just couldn't find the perfect person to tell them all my problems.
I tried my best to smile everyday but when i went home i just couldn't stop crying over nothing. I just felt so so tired each day.
I thought mum would be the one who could understand me the best but well i was wrong she blame me, she blame me for not studying hard enough. she blame me that i choose to leave Singapore, she blame me for crying and making them worried. I don't wish to hear this anymore~
Last time while i cry over the phone she would automatically knew what happen to me and feel me but right now she don't feel me anymore i felt like there is a bigger distance gap between us now.
Tell me how then i could go back to the old michiko when she just don't give a dam on anything in her life, bring a happy cheerful smile( a real smile) who could laugh over stupid jokes. I miss the old miyao michiko!!!
Right now i don't feel me anymore i felt like i am a totally different person with a different attitude~~
I am tired... Can i go back to the old miyao michiko the real happy smile on my face??
( It's almost valentine's day i don't wish for any roses or gifts, i wish that your little heart is truthful in this relationship) Am i asking too much in this relationship??
No matter how hard is life i will let small problem stop distracting me and making me cry over useless thing.
My future is near i better start studying hard before anything stops me!!!

My best friend birthday (:

2012-01-31T01:26:00.000+08:00

Been back to Perth for a week, yes I was so moody for this freaking whole week because of home sick and the weather was really killing me making me feel so uncomfortable :( especially I don't have a air condition in my room Zzz
Alright school was rather sucks though I make a few friends but why no handsome guys:x hahahaha
31th January 2012 such a big day and I am not in Singapore :( if it wasn't my N level I would probably be there to celebrate your biggest 18th birthday . Its the second time I had missed your birthday due to I was overseas studying :( it's like a year I had never visited Singapore. I do miss and wish to go back either I felt like I am lying to everyone always when I say maybe June I am going back maybe this I am going back all this shits :( but I promise one day I will be back on your actual birthday and celebrate for you ^_^ rmb the first ever birthday I celebrate for you at TM hahaha you are still 14 years old so young that time. Then on your 15th I celebrate it at your house I lied to you I couldn't come because I was having tuition just to make a surprise for you. Then on 16th birthday you are able to watch NC16 movie so I used the fake IC to celebrate your birthday at TM hahaha^_^ Then on your 17th I was in australia but I secretly plan an early small surprise at your house with takoyaki that was the last celebration I celebrated for you (:
Its been a year I had met you , I miss how everything was back then since we met each other and became close . Anyway I do hope you enjoy your birthday celebration with new friends out there okiee ^_^ time passes so fast we knew each other for like almost five years. Yes sometime we did have some little quarrels but after awhile we are back like a real sibling. I need to let you know friend you are something that I scared to loose off because without you encouraging me always I would be at the lowest stage. Thanks for everything you did for me ^_^ missing those moment when we just got nothing better to do and walking the whole circuit road, climbing my hostel at night, study after school , going over your house , going for a bubble tea, study at the snow ice shop, shopping with you when you once forgot to bring your wallet, watching our favorite movie together , going to sentosa for fun . Tons and tons of memories we did together that I still can remember it clearly . Lastly thanks that we still keep in touch when we are miles away unlike the others who left me one by one. Thanks for cheering me up when I am at the lowest happy for me when I am at the highest ^_^ lastly all the best for your poly life and get a good boyfriend there too hehehehen:x lastly I just cannot wait to meet you soon my best friend . ♥
Wondering if I am still in Singapore would I take a fake IC and watch M18 movie with you ??? Hahaha it gonna be fun like this. Knowing you since teenage life to adult life hahaha. Bye bye
Hopefully I would be able to go back on June to Singapore just a week I am happy enough ^_^

Sorry boy, I am tired of holding.

2012-01-30T18:22:00.000+08:00

I am so freaking tired over everything happening to me right now sigh T.T everything seems to be sucks in Aussie. My Aussie life never gets better~ I felt so tired I need a place who I can feel like a home. In school I have no one to talk to because I don't really trust them I don't know who to call when I am happy or sad. So I call my Singapore friend but they are all busy working or studying. I went home and I felt so quiet I used to those noise in the hostel when my girl friends are all shouting here and there. I felt rather weird in a quiet place hence I start my negative thinking. My school is so far and I have to travel alone which make me felt lonely so this sucks too. When I have difficulty I don't ask my school friend but I ask my Singapore friend -.- because I understand when they teach me.
Well for relationship I am already fuck up seriously. We both were together on the 25th February 2011.
Why I accepted you that's simple because I was lonely and I want someone to care and dote me as I was still a baby, but well it turn out to be shit. It's totally no different if i have a boyfriend or not.
Why? Because weekend we don't go on date , in school we only talk during English class that's all. At home we seldom text or call. I tried my very best to love him tried to accept that he is someone I would want in my life. Sadly I cannot the more I try the more I felt rather upset. Why? Because he had his fucking ex girlfriend picture in his wallet and I didn't even say anything because I want him to automatically remove it himself. Luckily I never go crazy and tear and cut his picture I am sure he will take a knife and stab me to death Hahahaha.
He never ever once sent me home. Why? Because my house is really too far but he did sent me to my house train station but very seldom.
He treat me once for macldonald breakfast. I never ask for more.
He don't buy me gift.
He seldom sweet talk with me.
He never make me feel as I was important to him.
He always wants me to do most of the stuff and try to help him. When he don't give a dam thing on me.
He did teach me on my studies that's very sweet ok.
He did cook me lunch or dinner.
Yes my boyfriend has his bad and good point. I don't ask much in a relationship. I just want that I felt important someone he scared to loose for. Am I asking too much in relationship??? I tried hard in everything to make this relationship stronger. I also do wish I could love you more, I wish you could be last and be my husband. But after all the stuff you did in 11 months I felt as I was cheated. Yes I don't feel any love from you. You told me to gave you chance for what ?? When you are not even trying... Why should I gave you that Fucking chance. I trusted you over and over again. When friends around me to ask for a break but I just hope you would be better guy.
All there is left to do is forgive and forget. So, I want to forgive you and forget you. Stupidity. I always end up believing your lies fuck you liar _!_
To be frank I am not even upset, hurt or angry anymore. I am just tired. I am tired of putting in more effort than I receive. I am tired of holding on for nothing. I am tired of believing all your lies. I am tired of you proving me wrong every time. I am tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again. Ok I don't know if I am going to regret it at the end or feel relief I am giving up my boy. I am tired of everything you said because you had never prove me wrong~
Bye bye

Far Away From Home!~

2012-01-19T14:43:00.002+08:00

Will be flying back to Perth tomorrow:( I don't even wish and want to go back there again. Not because Perth is some kind of lousy place is because i don't feel like it's a second home to me.
My house mother is really a kind lady she took note everything i don't like to eat and like, compare to Singapore when they don't even give a dam on you haha.
For school obviously i prefer Singapore is big with lots of nice friends and teachrs, in perth my teachers doesnt even care if you are using phone or sleeping in class. I love being care and doted.
For friends we came from all over the country hence we rather don't really get well easily.
Perth is really a beautiful country a place to relax with nice secenery, beautiful blue seas but still i prefer somewhere crowded because i am used to a place where i grow up for 10years.
Ok whatever it is yes i am promoted to foundation not extended foundation but standard foundation^^ i gonna work hard for another 4years in Perth and that's it ^^

I was just Lonely~

2012-01-18T21:08:00.003+08:00

From the start till now i had never felt any love from you~ I was just too wrong to choose you from the start...
Perhaps i was just lonely at that time and need a little love...
Guess it will be the end soon~

Welcome 2012

2012-01-18T00:07:00.005+08:00

Here we welcome 2012(:
Just the second week of 2012 and obviously it was great i was able to spent my new year time with my family♥ Not only that after 11 years i finally celebrated mummy's birthday♥
10January2012
I know it was a simple celebration with mummy but i was really happy that i could celebrate her birthday finally^^

So i make this hand made photo frame for mummy and she said i had this awesome hands to do some arts haha lol.
Whatever it is i love you mummy♥ I do wish to spent more birthday like this every year.

In another 3days time i am going back to Perth:( which i don't wish and want to, though boyfriend is there but frankly speaking i don't miss him at all:p I rather spent the entire life with my Family. I don't know why i just hate Perth so much:(
Anyway i still don't know if i am able to promote to foundation but still i pray that i could be able to get into foundation year because i do not wish to spent my another life time in Australia and spent my parents money.
I heard some conversation between my father and brother about economy in my father shop is getting bad to worst and when i ask them to sent me money for my school fees i can see their faces like having some kind of difficulties:(
Seriously being the only girl in this family just make them suffer so much:(
From young i tend to cry a lot and i get sick easily, not just that but my result was the worst among my five brothers. Is OK that i am not able to study but i cannot even cook a proper meal for this family and just spending all their hard work money on shopping. This 2011 December Holiday i had spent almost more than $2000 on shopping buying all unnecessary stuff:( I felt really quiet upset about it but blame myself i cannot control myself from stop shopping....
I felt rather useless...
Anyway New 2012 if i am able to get into foundation year i Promise i will study even harder on my studies especially my english in order to get into university.
Hopefully that 2012 would turn out a great Year ahead^^

31 December 2011

2011-12-31T21:03:00.003+08:00

(Erase the old me and start a fresh baby^_^)
Wohoo last day for 2011...
This year i wouldn't said its totally a bad year but still there is bad and good things happen to me.
This year i went to Perth to continue my further education instead of continue in Singapore. I didn't regret of choosing this choice, who ask my N level result to turn out like this hahahah^_^
Was rather sad about leaving Singapore due to friends i make since childhood:( Yes this year after i left Singapore i never went back again, my parents said they would allow me to go back if i get into university first:( Probably they think i will get bad influence if i went back :(
This year my relationship never turn out well either, no the ideal boyfriend i wish for. How hard i try to make this relationship work still is getting worst haha.
Well for my studies is still alright except i still don't know if i would retain though my result came out to be satisfied^^
English:66/100
Math:56/100
Physics:60/100
Accounting:68/100
Computing:78/100
Percentage average 66%^^
I did improve ok!
My attitude on studying also change not as lazy as compare in Singapore.
This year my friendship also didn't turn out well, my old friends slowly left me one by one.
I used to know that long distance relationship wouldn't last long but i always believe that friends are someone that no matter where you are there were be there but totally wrong they slowly ignore you day by day. Because of friendship i get up set more than relationship it hurt me billion time more when i got upset of relationship.
Now i am fine(: I wouldn't want to get up set anymore on friendship anymore tired of hurting.
So soon it ill be 2012(: people said it will be the end of world but i do not believe i still want to live my life my new fresh life again^^
I would work harder on my studies if possible^-^
For relationship i don't give a dam right now.
For friendship obviously i wish i could go back to Singapore next year and wished i could get back to the past when we used to hang out together and always being united(:
Well 2011 went pass fast day by day well wished by 2012 would turn fast because i wished to do many thing in the future^^

Happy New Year eve people( enjoying the last bit of 2011^^
Lastly to all people in this world please stay healthy especially my family^^ Stay happy too^_^

25th~

2011-11-25T18:36:00.004+08:00

Down with sickness:( so gave school a missed though i have test lol-.-
Ok so i was at home for whole day and guess what no one bring me go to see doctor neither no one even cook for me porridge or even buy me porridge. I remember how i used to get taken care of by my aunty, friends or even bf. Last time my guardian would bring me to see the doctor and my aunty would eventually cook me porridge sometime friends would even buy me porridge without i asking them to buy sometimes bf would buy me star fruits but now no one is there to take care of me none-.-
Really hate being sick when no one is there to take care by:( feel so sick and sad T.T
Alright 25th november 2011 is my first brother birthday <3
I swear i can hate him like hating a enemy and sometime i can love him like how i love my parents. From small all my brothers will sent to Singapore for education while they are back to japan my first brother would acocmpany me to play barbie doll or some other childish game but in a rougly way haha. So i got really mad at him and always throw bad temper at him. He got once stead with a girl , i cried when he could not accompany me out -.- selfish me lol seriously... He buy me things that i always wanted to buy, for instant mp3, camera, lap top he never even say don't buy because it was too expensive. He even had to take care of the whole family, my father is old and he retire so he had to look after the shop everyday even had to bring father to hospital for check up everything is he himself did it without help, he even help me with my Australia stuff. You know studying in Australia is really not a mall amount of money is really huge amount of money that seldom people can afford. He told me is alright to study in Australia as long as i like to study he want me to do well in future. He is like the hero in the family seriously. Mum got a house that have to sold away but the pipe was leaking and he even repair it day by day trying to fix and trying not to cost any money. I always wanted a girly room like the room is painted in baby pink and i want a wardrobe to put lots of clothes and yes he did it even change the toilet of my parents room because father had to use wheel chair. If i am the oldest in the family i guess i will just let the whole family suffer. Is his big day, he never ever wanted anything from us but just the best for us our health, education and anything.
Happy birthday brother you know that i love you^^
What's more today was me and Jackson 9 months annivesary but hence we quarrel because of friendship over relationship lol .
Boy let me tell you no one ever know that our relationship would turn out like this, we wish something extremly loving and happy. Maybe both of us came from different part of country we tend to don't really understand what we both are asking for. We just knew each other just only 10 months. I know we guys are trying to make this relationship trying to go smoothly but sometimes we just don't want it to turn out the other way. Ok what ever it is, relationship is nothing big deal in my life now.
I cared more on my studies seriously i try my every best for everything to get better.
Next week onwards would be really a very busy week for exam and test. So no point slacking perhaps just today and tomorrow i will start work^^ Fighting
It gonna hurt more if i am still in year 11 or neither should i say i cannot be with you in every class anymore~
Happy 9months love <3
Lastly i miss my family and friends T.T

Friends??

2011-11-19T19:15:00.002+08:00

Just another two week more i will be going back to Japan(:
No i am not really excited all about it at all, been quarreling with my family for weeks hich makes me don't feel like going back at all~
Alright is my test week again, i cannot believe i actually pass my accounting test twice seriously and not just by 50 marks is more than 65(:
Though i failed my math test 2 but still i am going to work for it(:
What is Friend means? Someone who will be there for you alwasys, someone who can make you laugh when you are at the lowest, someone who understand you just like a real sibling, someone who will miss you whenever you are?? Are this called friend? I dont understand seriously, i used to have lots of friends not because i was popular is because i love being with them my class mates are all my friends, my hostel mates are all my friends i never ever say enemy all this bull shit. I cherish everyone of them,we used to get scolding together, doing some stuff that we should not do together, though sometimes we hate each other for what we did end up we still like a close sibling forever seriously. From young i never really spent my time with family, when i was lonely, who is there for me? Obviously is you guys who jokes around whenever i felt lonely, upset over relationship or anything. You guys had never complain how disgusting i am, how princess attitude i have. we played around always whenever we are, always united together.
But after i came Autralia i don't what is friend to me:( those ever letters, videos , chats we ever used to had. Telling me: " Michiko you will never walk alone" "Michiko i will miss you my friend" "Michiko no matter where you are bring the good memories with you friends forever" "Michiko please keep in contact though we are miles away" What is all those "Michiko stuff" Are this for real??
Can you imagine how happy i was to receive such a cute card and gift from you?? You know how happy when you guys sent me to the airpoet? You know how happy when you guys still wish my birthday and sent me gift?
Do you guys ever know how much i cherish this friendship??
You know i never felt so upset over friendship , it's hurt more than relationship~ I took how many years for this frienship to grow stronger ??? I mean yes it's not that it's you guys are to be blame... Is me! See i am so far away really far and been almost a year i had not visted you guys... Obviously slowly feeling fate right?? Just like long distance relationship...
I sear seriously i don't want to give a dam on so called long distance friendship anymore, friend come and go best friends stays beside you forever. Yes lucky i do found out who my best friend was. So i am already satisfy on what i have and to cherish what i have before i loose again.
I had already loose so much thing in my life, money, freedom, childhood, friends i don't want to loose anymore to because i will get hurt over and over again. The pain i got from you guys won't be forgotten. Remember friend i do contact with you guys is just that you guys are busy with new friend. That's it new friends are good!
Ok whatever friend or bull shit i don't want to believe anymore friends are just bull shit to me!

New November :>

2011-11-07T16:34:00.001+08:00

Got a long long weekend and yet i had not wasted at all though i did just a little revision but i am a little proud for myself coz i did something on weekend and i never wasted my time wakakaka(:
Got back my first test assignment and yes i am proud of myself but i believe that computing and math can improve on it^^
Firstly computing assignment and test:
Assignment1:75/100
Assignment 2:90/100
Assignment 3:60/100
Assignment 4: 64/100
Keep it up michiko:)
Physics ok i been trying hard having test next week tue sure do revision tomorrow with teacher:)
Experiment test 60/100
Math: 71/100
Really proud to score so high^^
Poa : 72/100
I thought i would fail this test as i totally don't understand what the question wants from me and yet i score second highest in class clap hand!!
English:
Assignment 1: 71/100
Assignment 2: 68/100 ( ok i am not proud as i cheat on this test)
After getting a mail from my fourth brother my heart as really down :(
Don't know whom i could talk to at the moment but only got myself to blame seriously looking back to last term i really did badly coz i was fooling around now i am grown up and i know what to do and think properly compare to last time.
So from now on i promise i would study harder not by a bit but study double(:
Until i receive my fourth brother text i got the urge to cherish the time in perth seriously, i will leave perth until i graduate from perth this was my last chance studying overseas after 5years i would be probably working i guess.
I just left a month to study for my exam so wish me luck people i gonna prove to them i am not a useless sister or daughter i have the own ability to do well in what i want.
My future was to be an accountancy i love the idea of business management or probably after my studies in perth i would continue to study design just for a hobby (: haha
ok Miyao Michiko study hard fighting^^
This week seriously have to save money in case something bad happen haha so bough this bread costing $1 for me to eat a week and for my diet plan wakaka
Lastly boy how much words you have said to me i appreciate it , i appreciate how you tried to change but still let's just be on this level for time being one day eventually everything will fix back to normal again^^

Cherish the moment~

2011-10-31T21:56:00.002+08:00

It's another new starting of week again, and now i wish to end this week haha.
So i had this accounting test, i was like 40% confidants as i had done this topic in my previous school so i could handle it easily but guess what i screwed it. I don't mind they set tricky or hard papers as long as is something i learn before. I got balance day adjustment topics to be tested and the teacher set another type of unknown poa question-.- ok forget about it seriously!!!
Last week i got this meeting for year 11 '' giving out certificate for people who do well'' so my friends and i were right i came here just for the food coz we knew we won't get any certificate lol lol
But surprising i got the most improvement in my poa lol lol
Term 2 i score 81 and term 3 i scored 22 where is the improvement seriously -.-
haha
Watched paranormal activity with Li aun as no one dare to watch lol timid so the show was so so not that scary though some part will frighten you up...
Mum called up to told me she will be heading to Singapore next week, i am actually quite pissed off as why can't she wait till i get back and go with me is it so argent to go Singapore:( Ok is being ages since i visited Singapore again, i don't know how the places will changes and all this just knew i missed how all my friends created this memories with me for 10years.
I tried everything to make me feel satisfy living in perth, i tried to be nice to everyone , understand what was their life in their own country but every time i try out something would went wrong ~
I can see that boyf is trying out his best to make our relationship go smoothly but there is always an argument, ok everything was my fault. I used to love yelling at my ex , i used to beat him up whenever i like. I am just too used to it how it was last time, but now i am trying everything to make things out smoothly i don't want to get upset over a relatonship anymore or neither friendship.
I cherish everything and anything.
Ok whatever it is , i am going to work double hard for my studies now.

I missed how it used to be~

2011-10-22T16:37:00.005+08:00

Things are not getting that well this week~
Yesturday
After school went for lunch with friend woop woop free lunch wakakka(:
Follow by played pool with boyyf and friends then home sweet home to boyff house...
Today
About aftenoon back home to study for my upcoming test and finish up assignment Zzz so so in a rush:(
Dear Darl:

Remember how we ever get so close together??
Though sometimes we may angry at each other but after awhile we are back together as lovely like a real blood sister.
I missed how you used to climb into my hostel and sneak out in the morning.
I missed how i used to wait for you to think what food you want to get for recess.
I missed how we used to walk the whole circuit when we feel bored.
I missed how we used to stay back in school to study for our N level.
After i left singapore we still as close as usual you still there for me whenever i felt sad never ever once ignore me.
Darl this year is your important year exam and i want you to do well and win those Ehem.
You know when you told me about your MT O level result seriously i felt so happy for you(: i want to feel happy for you during Jan when you got your whole O level result i want you to go to course that you like^^
Study hard i know it may be hard compare to N but don't give up i am always here no matter what happen<3
Lastly i miss you Darl:( hope to meet up with you one day.

Maybe i kena karma that's why my relationship in aussie really sucks haha.
I missed how we used to be when just started our love relation~ but for now we seem like just more than friends that's all... Not just me that out relationship is dropping but even our school friends thought that we had already broken up see how we are drifted apart lol.
Boyf i don't need someone who buys me thing, who sent me home everyday, who sent me swee text message i just want you to treat me better, understand me better , treat me like someone who you scared to loose of...
Though this relation i have not put it 100% effort on it but i am sick and tired of hearing people saying about our relationship can you just give us more understanding in this relationship?? I am tryin hard to understand now boy is your turn to understand me.
I really envy old couples being so sweet when they are so old just like my parents so old yet still loving...
I missed how everything it used to be , but seems like everythings got to change so why not i change either lol~
Ok enough of my craps study time ciaos~

What a life~

2011-10-20T19:19:00.004+08:00

Woopy yozzzz! It's thurday and tomorrow will be friday waiting for this day to come as i am always so sleepy and lazy :X
Next week such a important week to go as test are coming up and worst assignement are to be done too...
What a rush~
I haven't spent a sigle cent this week in school WOW!
Normally i tend to spent about $45 in school haha no choice out of cash now $$:(
So my crazy three sisters and me take turns to bring lunch to shared^^
A box of fried rice within 5 min was eaten up by the four of us can you imagine how hungry can we be in school.
Haha so sometimes lunch i went with boyf as most of the time he will bring lunch and shared half of it^^
I find myself kind of begger seriously snatching food together like some mad child never ate for a year.
Who asked me out of cash this time round:( i just cannot imagine i can only spent $5.50 a day when the canteen food cost me $7 lol totally out of cash haha, so gotta save up until my new allowance is sent to bank woopy Yozzzzxxxx!!!
After dec holiday i will start working 3times a day probably so wish me luck people^^

.I want buy for mummy white gold
.I want and wish to take care mummy for her rest of life
.I want mummy to take the money and go places which she wants to go
That is why i want to work and i want my mummy to be happy though she got money from others of my brother and she herself have her own money but still i feel bad to use her own money to buy me stuff since i born:( i want to repay mummy.
ok just hope that i won't be spending my money on shopping :p
She is the most important person in my life who know me well then anyone else and will be there no matter what happen to the world. I love you mummy <3
Alright i got to do some revision now...
Next week monday: Assignment for computing due date
wednesday: accounting test
Thursday: english assignemnt due date/ math test
Wish me luck people byeee!
Oya lastly good luck for people taking O level exam on Monday^^

What if i went back to there?

2011-10-17T19:51:00.008+08:00

What if i happen to drop by to Singapore one day? I just cannot imagine what will my face expression be when i went back there again... Those familiar voices,faces,places which i used to hear,see and go since age of 7.
I would turn mad probably if i were to be back to Singapore again, meeting up old friends hanging out at old place again.
Well though my friends are being disappearing one by one but i do hope to meet all up again i don't care what if you guys ignore me by just looking and hearing i would be happy enough~

I used to hate this school when i just came those childishness from them but well is the best four years in my secondary life or i should say is the best 4years of teenage life seriously.
Those craziness happening in class or in school.
Those love relation i used to had will never be unforgettable.
I used to hate the rules, what remedial,cca and all this but was rather fun seriously well is tiring but really had fun time.
Especially last year of school during 16:
How stressful we went through, those nagging from teacher, those broken heart causes in relationship but well everything was over.
People started going separated further each time round.
Well still is the most memorable moment in my teenage life...

Back to 10years ago, can you imagine how Singapore was last time??
compare with now is totally a big change of it, more interesting places to go but well the population are increasing and is rather getting crowded everywhere unlike Australia being so peaceful~
I just cannot imagine when i went back and when everything changes, i heard there was two mall open in city and more attracting places coming up that's so wow!!
Alright even though my parents don't allow me to go Singapore i will save my own money and meet you guys^^
Just cannot wait for the day when we guys used to hang out together for supper for shopping, study , heart to heart talk...
Alright well third week of school is rather tiring test and test guess what my computing result was awesome compare to last term:)
1st test: 10/10
2nd test: 3/4
3rd project: 75/100
4th test: 60/100
well this year my goal :
Englis: 65/100
math: 75/100
physics: 65/100
accounting: 50( hell ya if my teacher was robin i would aim for 90/100)
My term 1 and term 2 result i got about 80 and drop till 22 in term 3 coz change of bloody teacher !"#$%&'()=~ :@
Computing: 75/100
Ok sure start my revision now good luck for myself:)
I may be becoming transparent infront of you guys but hack care all about this right now...

Cherish someone who never left you once rather then people who ignore you after you gone~

2011-10-16T16:41:00.006+08:00

Woop Woop is the third week back to school yup i started studying a little bit by bit except i am still fooling around like there is no school been skipping lesson lately still even skip school on Thursday due to webcaming with my old class:b
Thursday( 13/10/2011)
Plan a surprise for my old class sec 4NA, make a video for them too but it was not working and i cannot even sent out Zzz so skype with them during mr foo lesson.
If i don't have this physics teacher i will not able to skype with the whole class in one go:) i appreciate his help seriously though was disappointed when i was skyping with them...
Some was saying to me perhaps you will long away and due to that they started ignoring you lol maybe Zzz...
ok i shall not say anymore what had happen but friends i missed how we used to be during sec1 to sec 4 what happen in class.
Hanging aw keeli pencil box, playing foot ball , sleeping, disturbing, making noises.
All this memories which i rmb clearly had you guys ever rmb or due you ever guys think of me?? LOL

(skyping with them)
Alright Friday went city with U me to get her stuff as her birthday gift, walk till 6 plus and waited for boyf to be done then headed to his house for dinner.
LOL ok i know i am sucks in cooking something but hell ya i am trying to alright sorry boyff that the dish came out was horrible though you ate it all without a complain:b
skype with Glue for a while a nice chat though was a little sian but still is good to hear familiar noises from the past.
Saturday U me spam msg me till i woke up at 10 and make me headed to city luckily i didn't went home that night so just took 5min bus ride to reach city.
First had breakfast with her while waiting time to pass.
second: lie to her that i got a job interview and some Japanese restaurant.
third: gave her a surprise when everybody was there.
fourth: watch real steel
fifth: went to eat japan restaurant
and lastly home sweet home around 10 plus hell tiring but still i am glad birthday girl enjoy her day with us:)

( happy birthday girl)
Alright is sunday and i have to go school~ and still have computing test and project to be done Zzz not going to waste anymore time on useless stuff sure work hard this term to able to get into foundation:)
Lastly i cherish everyone of you even those who ignore me, if one day i ignore one of you and you came back finding me hell ya get lost of my life coz i am tired of people treating me like this and making my life even more sucky....
Though miles away from each other loooking at the same sun and moon all day yet our distance was far even worst the long conversation becoming shorter each time round.
Ok enough enough for all this crap sure continue my studies from now on i do what i can do to cherish all my friends in singapore but when i give up on you guys i will do the same and start ignore you guys one by one...

Just a little time makes my day happy:D

2011-10-09T20:38:00.026+08:00

Wee oh Wee been back to Perth for a week lol guess what i have not even touch any revision on any of my subject though i did badly last term:'(
Friday (7.10.2011)
Went to royal show with U-me and vicky^^ if people are wondering what is a royal is actually some kind of carnival when there is game and amusement to play.
Lucky i was under 18 so i paid for $12 while the rest paid for like $25 bucks to get in. Wasted like $200 lol :( now i am like totally broke~

Was so scared on top as i am height disease i don't know how to say in term of english but i still dare to take my phone out to took this pict as i think it was hilarious....

Most game store cost $6 and really wasting a sum of money just to get dolls lol...
Saturday (8.10.2011)
Went to Royal Show with boyf again -.-" is hard for me to go with friends and boyf as they don't really like to go out with me when my boyf is around me so had to go separately... Lucky i just had to spent 12 bucks in and not 25 so is still worth it for me!!!
Caught a smurf and bought a elephant lol, I am happy i got the smurf due to playing basketball as is been ages since i last touch basketball and play... Whereas for the elephant i gave up playing games as boyf were totally lousy in games:(

(This smurf i talking about $30 not bad right^^)

(The elephant that we bought)
Watch the fireworks at night was totally awesome (Y) as it was the last day of carnival the fireworks for much better than the previous day i went and is my first ever time i went with someone i love to watch fireworks *romantic* though!!!! And is in 3D some more is like wow my first ever time watching 3D fireworks haha (Y)

(Boyf don't even dare to play and he was giving excuse saying is so expensive the ride just to scared yourself for 20bucks lol)

( Most girl who had want to watch fireworks with someone we love) Nice right!!!

You may be the worst boyf:b but the first ever guy whom i want a romantic love stories xoxo

Sunday(9.10.2011)
As i am not totally prepare with myself at all when my friend abui told me she will transit in perth, so i was like praying that she was allowed to go out and met me just awhile will do. So waited her text until 2Pm she msg me and said she was allowed to get out and meet me, prepare and cab down to domestic airport to meet her. My mind was still blur as i thought it was a dream. It's like i dream i was in Macpherson hostel saw some friends in my dream and woke up feeling up set telling myself is just a dream and suddenly awhile a text came and telling me is not a dream i am really going to meet my old friends.

( The blur face of me otw to meet abui)
Went to meet her at airport spent a few hours there to chit chat.

Actually she really came to perth^^

Her flight was like 5pm so she had to go in like 4.15pm so i waited at the gate to see her off.

and suddenly the officer allow me to go in to accompany her lol makes me think that i am totally dreaming...

(When i was inside with her waiting for her flight to fly off)
so went in for her to get into plane i even took a video of her plane taking off:)

(When she really fly off:( )
seriously i am a little surprise as she suddenly transit to perth and i am able to meet her for almost 3hour i am still happy seriously. I remember three weeks before when i was in Melbourne i cried badly thinking when i gonna meet them but after awhile i met abui though is only one of my best friend but you know is really happy seeing someone you love so much my eight years of childhood friends since age of 9^^
Alright i cannot wait for thursday to come hopefully i gonna meet everyone of you=D

(Really miss everyone of you though some of my friends are not inside but i miss everyone of you:( including my family...
just a little time with old friends makes my day happy ok i miss abui now and the rest too though i keep thinking i am still day dreaming lalala~

I miss my past:(

2011-10-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

Been back to Perth yesterday :( which means that school is starting again ... I have no any mood on studies seriously though this month is my important year to get into foundation.. I have to get an average of 60 in order to get into foundation if not retain = DIE
Sometimes I wonder to myself , why am I always the one making an effort to talk to you all just to cherish this friendship, sometimes I found myself rather stupid of doing this. Until I get to Aussie I know who were my true friends was seriously♥ I swear I hate Perth so much that you guys are still important to me, but sometime I don't seem a point for fuck I am the one who started a conversation and it end so fast:( is not like the past when we guys hang out together. Where is the us in the past??
I used to stare at our past photos and small conversation and telling where are you guys now? So I always used an excuse to tell myself you guys are busy due to O level but when I tried making a conversation on fb or what's app you guys sometime ignore what I am talking and reply the others! If you were me think how hurt when someone used to be close suddenly slowly ignoring you day by day:( I know I been disappearing for like 9 months slowly making making you guys think I don't exist anymore~
I really miss my friends, I regretted so much for not really cherishing the time with you all when I was still in Singapore but we were really close together hanging out with whole bunch of friends having so much fun together, had you guys forgotten about this?
Sometime when I look at my phone contact whom I can really talk to when I feel upset is like one or two compare to last time when I can just ran to people's block and cry under the shoulder. I get rather jealous when you guys talked to each other happily while our conversation was haha, lol , oh , ok , why , take care.
Last time our conversation was so much better seriously:(
I really hate my new life in Australia but no matter what I still had to cherish my time with my new friends and my new boyfriend the past is already the past... I cherish my best friends whom they still cherish me so do those people whom they don't really cherish me coz the things we used to shared every up and downs was a memorable one.
I hope one day we could meet up again and as usual same as the past~
( the scariest thing is being lonely ) when I gets lonely I tend to thing so much of the past seriously.
But to all my friends out there mpss, hostel , outsider I miss everyone of you really without lies ♥ I am sure one day we will meet as long as we still contact ♥

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2011-09-20T21:19:00.006+08:00

My melbourne trip was awesom though time spending with them was only like five days four night but i really had a great time:)
Day 1 (14.09.2011)
Reach airport around 12.30am which is 15.09.2011...
Day 2 (15.09.2011)
Reach abui apartment around 1am then sleep around 2am.
woke up at 8am to prepare for school wiith abui and felita to lecture follow by going to HOI Tour with them ^^ Yeah i took a pict with rucu *wink*

(Most HK are rucu wink)
thanks to abui lol haha
follow by going for lunch at big mama then shop around at the city;)
Day 3 (16.09.2011)
Woke up and cook lunch for them to eat but city hunter was really a distraction while making my cute bento so totally failed ><

(Disgusting)
Follow by going to city and shop for the days, mad tired never slept well enough/
Day 4 (17.09.2011)
Last day in melbourne so went shopping at chadstone which is the because shopping mall in Asia and australia?? Not much things to buy as things are expensive so headed back to city for dinner at korea BBQ really awesome yet fattening:(
Had cake celebrartion at night i mean eating biscuit but celebrate HTF birthday:) slept around 3am that day and woke up at 7.30 guess what abui and felita was nearly late as their flight was at 10am luckily they rush and headed to airport.
Vianca came over to accompany me to starbucks to kill time, so headed there and ate my breakfast around 11 off to airport.
so this is how i spent my day with them ^^

(took so much pict with them^^)
While i reach Perth on 18.09.2011 pack luggage everything headed to boyf house to stay a day before flying back japan but don't know what's wrong on that day i cry non stop till i fall asleep on the sofa till midnight=.= and boyf just sit beside me till i woke up and he said why i never cry when i left boyf during holiday and i told him i know i will come back to you one day but them i don't know when it will be the next time i gonna meet them:(
Ok i miss my friends and my boyf either lalala.
How i wish that i could meet my friends in singapore soon:( how much i misses them, and old friends are still the best compare to new they knew you the best and will be there always^^
misses much
Alright i am currently in japan which means shopping and relaxing but guess father wants me to accompany him everyday hehe^^
nights

Exams weeks

2011-09-12T17:37:00.003+08:00

I am so ready for the trip to melbourne so excited everyday counting down the day i could meet my old friends once again^^
Finished my English, Accounting, maths papers now i am left with physics and computing and i am done with this term3(Y)
Tomorrow after my physics exam rush home to pack my lugagge and off to baby house to stay overnight till wednesday before i fly off to melbourne hehe^^

Oh boy i am going to miss you so so much during this holidays:( make sure you have time for me to facetime together like how we did on june holidays. This term things might not turn well like the before but i knew we are making effort to make our relationship grow stronger each day.
Love you so much my koala~~
Ok ok enough of those craps time to study for my last two papers fighting ^^
Thinkin about meeting my Happy three friend sleeping together going school together everything together madness happy wohoo^^ hope everything turns well over day:)
Things to bring:
.Most importanly camera
.clothes
and thats all tada
wish me luck for exam DaDa

Stress....

2011-08-31T21:35:00.003+08:00

Exams weeks are around the corner and yet i have not do any revision~
Been failing computing and accounting badly:(
Had improve on math,English and physics but really disappointed on my accounting result had never failed so badly before seriously:(
I tried hard to understand the concepts but still failing badly i don't really know what went wrong seriously.
I agreed that i been not going to library to study anymore unlike last two terms~
After school been watching drama, Friday after school movie and stay overnight at bb's house life been so busy doing nothing and being so slack -.-"
Next week i will be having exams but i am not prepare for anything shit!
Going to failed really badly this term again sian max-.-"
Will try to study hard for this weekends though i am going to stay overnight this friday and Saturday due to party time LoL LoL=.=

26August2011
Had heart to heart talk with boyfriend about how i felt and also for the future, is quite hard to have a relationship when we both came from a different country so he told me family is still the first priority but now technology so advanced can migrate Lol haha.
Just want to maintain this feeling with him not need to be any more sweeter just scared it going to fall and gets bitter again~~
He makes me feel uncomfortable sometimes without his hug at night like i don't really know how describe it. Really kind of bless before going to sleep he will hug me tight and said good night blahblah and kiss my forehead, morning he will always be the one who woke up first and cook me breakfast or lunch and wakes me up to eat. Is really kind of sweet life seriously, though relationship with him still normal~ 18years old i could move out from home stay and boyfriend said whether for me to stay with him but is better for a no in case something happen to us like "break up" or "quarrel" which i will suffer if i am same roof as him haha.
Alright times to pack my bags it's getting late~
Miyao Michiko i really need to buck up on studies seriously fighting^^
Exactly two week more to Melbourne, 20days to Japan so happy to meet my Friends and family during this holiday^^
Friends in Singapore i miss those past we guys used to shared those happy and sad moment we had together countless time i asked my mum about going back to singapore but she will replied with a big "NO" for it:( i don't know why she hated singapore so much but friends if you really could can you wait for the day i arrive no matter how many years it takes for me to back to singapore. Relation between my friends in singapore i also just want to maintain like right now i scared one day some of you guys might walk away from my life as i was disappear so keep int ouch always together because i do misses you guys seriously:(
Take care friends who taking N level this year good luck and O level this year and those in ITE or Poly or Jc ^^
xoxo

Finally:D

2011-08-12T19:29:00.002+08:00

Yohoo is friday, a three long day break for me saturday,sunday and monday^^
went school just for 50min lesson, and went city to buy air ticket to melbourne, i just cannot imagine my mum actually let me go there just to meet friend omg i am so excited all about it. September 14 7pm flight to there will be 12.30am melbourne time to 18september i know is just a few days but who cares i gonna meet them again at least i going meet somone who is close to me yeah:)
Alright i went to watch "Rise of the planet of the apes" rated 4/5 not bad yohoo:):)
Got my result back:
physics:56%
maths: 67%
accounting: 0%
computing 47%
I had never got 0 before for my acocunt in australia i love accounting i undersatnd all those concepts but because teacher change i failed badly. I cannot imagine i got 0, i was crying so badly over my result and that's how my mum allow me go melbourne haha:D
Alright i really got to work extra hard for this term, is no use if i fail or getting shitty marks again and again.
My relationship is not going so well but i am 100% fine i am used to all this small little stuff.
Studies came first and familt :):) relationship can have it any time haha^^
So excited about going melbourne hooray yohoo^^
Sure study a little bit during this weekend ^^

Never want to be apart.

2011-08-08T17:22:00.002+08:00

After coming to australia my life totally changed, every things around me changes. I used to miss singapore really a lots because of my friends and the environment, thinking back how wonderful my life was in singapore having so much lovely friends around me, compare to australia i have like less than 10 friends no one whom i could say my feelings to. After six months staying here slowly i get to use of the new environment and everything, obviously singapore is much better but sometime i find kind of fun in australia actually when i have so many freedoms and everything except one thing no good is school, the distance and friends. I really gets lonely easily when i have no one to talk to but right now i am kind of used to it la haha.
Sometime when i look at my phone contact whom i can call and cry loudly to is like less than five~ Friends come and go best friend stay there forever and ever no matter what. Really can see who is the one who really cares for me a lot after i left singapore.
My relationship in australia never goes well, i don't know how i can really communicate with him i do really love him a lot but his attitude is totally different from the first time we been together i get moody recently when i am with him but my feeling had never fated at all. I just don't know why i been acting like this perhaps because of my studies and because of those promise he made but never do it???
Even my friends said what happen to both of you why are you guys recently acting so weird like this, i don't know either~ Maybe i needs to understand him better and slowly fix this relation again but boy i had never wanted to be apart with you.Perhaps our relation is impossible until the end but i had never want a full stop in this i will want to cherish it every moment with you until one day we had to be apart~
Alright i really think to much LOL LOL HAHA
Screw up my recently exams really dam disappointed at it T.T hopefully next other test i could buck up from it がんばて：）
Really once a happy girl, gets what ever she wants but now time to grow up be more mature than the past.
Stop comparing the past with the future coz one day you might find out the future is much happiness than the olds=D
Alright after getting back my result no matter how disappointed i going to be there will be another chance don't miss it fighting :)

Just a little girl who needs ☆

2011-07-30T21:17:00.004+08:00

It seems like today is Sunday to me, just had Friday as holiday so it makes me think tomorrow i am going to school~
This few day Perth weather is kind of weird a min is so sunny next min heavy rain:( woke up super early just to do my laundry but after i hang my clothes for like 10minuet it rains like cat and dogs makes me so not in mood at all.
I should be studying and doing my homeworks but i keep lying on bed watching drama and dram nothing else seriously no motivation at all so don't feel like doing anything at all~~
Need to force myself and study and do home works i cannot be so so lazy anymore ^^ go go go michiko:D
Family did not call me up today, either my fourth brother reply my email at all:( feel so so down sian max~
In school we seat beside each other, we joke, we fool, we laugh everything was good in school! After school we walk our way , we never joke , we never fool~ sometimes we don't text neither did we call. In school and outside school we seems so different~ I don't like this feeling i am not saying we have to stick together always is just that i want a little attention from you. I know things between your ex is not going so well but please i am your current gf not outsider i just want more attention from you alright!!!!!
我太笨，明知道我们没有缘分，明知道你是错的人，但我相信我们有点可能
ok ok enough of my complains already!!!! HAHA
One of the worst feeling is knowing that none of your friends can be trusted and you realize you've no one to rely on.
This feeling sucks alright, that's why i have boyfriend is because i want a guy whom i can rely on, someone who cares,love and dotes me. You don't have to be sweet to me, buy me things, sent me home i just want someone who really loves and care for me this is enough in a relationship. Guess my Mr Right is still not there yet HAHA!!! LOL!!!!
Until i came perth then i realize who is the true friend who cares and love for you.Really much appreciate for their loves and care towards me miss them so so much T.T
Time to continue with my novels again "Looking for alibrandi"
TATA:D

I rather let go if you cares for the past~

2011-07-29T12:08:00.002+08:00

Wohoo is Friday but thank god today I am having holiday so ton at bb house yesterday:):)
But already this time and he is not yet awake I need go library to study for my upcoming maths and physics test:(:(
This term three I took five subjects:
1) English
2) math
3) accounting
4) physics
5) computing
Only English and accounting I have 100% confident to pass but this term work is becoming harder and harder again.
I cannot afford to fail any of this subject at all, so before the test I really need work double hard for it I cannot just pass but I wish to score like 70 for each subject I am trying really hard don't want to disappoint any of my families agai especially my dad:):)
Alright it gonna be a long weekend so must study and not drama :):)

I knew is hard to forget about the past I even used like a whole year to forget my ex but it hurts to see those picture hiding inside your wallet everytime when you took out the wallet it reminds me of your ex, you even moodswing when she broke up with her bf all this bullshit did you ever think how I feel yes I am just a girl whom you know for half a year unlike those people you know in hk. Did I ever mention about my ex to you??? I even show you my message I sent to him . If you really cares about the past I choose to let go because I don't want to let so many people hurts about it !!!!
Just wish one day I could erase her off from your mind ~
Michiko really needs to care about her education now fighting :):)

Life goes on for half a year~

2011-07-27T21:58:00.003+08:00

sometimes i feel what if i left australia after my five years education will i miss them badly like how i miss my singapore friends the answer may be yes. I know i may treat them bad sometimes but they have their good points too just like my sisters i may have only a few friends whom i can talk my feeling out too but even though i say out they still don't understand how i felt in my heart they encounter not the same problem as me. My lovely four frineds you guys rox :)

I felt really lonely in australia when i first came everything seems like a stranger to me.The first day of school in australia really kills me a lot but when i saw him and his friend in my class they satrted asking me question but i was kind of ignore day by day pass we went out with his friends slowly i find him kind of cute and was telling my singapore friend about this cute guy in my school.
During valentines day he ask me for a stead obviously i did not accept until 25march2011 i accepted him. Until now we have been five months plus together our relationship is just simple unlike those sweet couples but i am happy to be with him sometime XD sometimes he is really annoying but Baka i love you much ^^
Term 3 start and i had been in school for like three weeks i am not taking seriously still fooling around and next week will be my test i need to work even harder this time round to show michiko is no longer lazy at all:)
I really wish i could go back to the old past michiko not the lazy michiko but the cheerful michiko i used to be now i seem so emo this few days it sucks :@
sure sleep now :)

once upon a time ~

2011-07-17T18:06:00.008+08:00

Out of sudden feel like blogging about someone running on my head which is my ex-boyfriend.
I don't know why so sudden i feel like blogging about him haha.
Back to four years down the road, do you remember how we ever met with each other? Remember you used to sent me to school and home while we haven't stead yet. How about chatting at blk 81 looking at beautiful stars together this happen during 2007 when after six months of wooing me i finally accepted you at first i swear i was really shy and never dare to eat in front of you neither go on date with you always got friends together. I still remember clearly how you make a big surprise on my birthday when i was 14 which is 2008. When you bring me to 19 floor to celebrate my birthday singing birthday song with a lovely cake not forgeting those 14 lips stick muacks on the card. We name yu ling as our mogu bao bao when her birthday we went sentosa together when i don't even know how to swim but you piggy back me all the way and never throw me aside. We really were a sweet couple once, until something happen in cambodia our relationship get's even worst and worst. You know how badly i cried for you always how hurt you makes me!!
I still remember during 2009 when i texted a guy how angry you were and we never contact with each other for like a week i, that point of time i felt like my life is ending if i gonna loose you trying all methods just wanting you to forgive me but right now i think back our past how silly i could be. Yes you were really a great bf to me once but think how badly you ever treated me i felt so angry haha. But obviously always think back those happy moments we ever shared, sneaking out at night and going dark dark place to have a nice chat with you:) lying at your shoulder how sweet could it be.
2010 become more sucky when i move to vio hostel our relationship get's even worst because i got no more freedom and we always quarrel because i do not have time with you !
Around may i don't know what's wrong with my head i ask a break from you! Crazy me or not, i did not regret at all because i think is better for us to take a break but it seems you were enjoying after we broke up after two weeks after our break you went tp find other girls:( how sad could it been we stead for like two years plus then you so fast jiu give up:( then i started fooling around to give up on you, but you were so selfish we already broke up but you ask me stop meting up guys but why you can?? because your love girl still love her ex which i am fooling around with???!!!!
After i came back from long holiday from japan we met up and hang out again i told myself i going to cherish every single second of my times with you because i know i will miss you a lot after i left singapore. You did sent me off to airport and i was like hugging you like don't even wanna let go i guess all my friends mind was like omg michiko you sure you break with him or not haha. I swear i still have feel for you even i left singapore.

The last piggy backs i get from you before i left singapore.

I used to force you and take neo print with you remember when you don't even want to decorate it or take it with me ><

28january2007 blk 81 8.39pm best ever moment we started our lovely stories^^

Even though we already broke up but we are still so loving as before ^^ last outing with you before i left singapore watch movies, fooling around together^^

Last ever good bye kiss from you to me♥!!

Even though we are miles away but we still webcam with each other ^^
Liau cheng wei i had never regreted being your girlfriend neither did i regret the fun time we ever shared together:) If we ever meet up again let's hang out and eat you know i always love to eat and snatching your food that you order:x hehe.
The fiver year promise we make i cannot garanty that i will obey because we are miles away but i had never broke the promise we made before ><
I may love my current boyfriend but i had never forgoten the happy time we ever shared i choose to give up because i don't think we will be ever together in the future but boy thanks for all this while your love towards me i will never forget ^^ lastly ITALY^^
Hehe ok done with my post on you though i know you won't ever pass my blog but still i post hehe ^^ sorry about my bad temper always those bad attitude i show you^^ hope to meet you soon my boy:)
Alright time to study now ^^ byebye

Happy birthday to myself:)

2011-07-12T23:22:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to myself miyao michiko finally turn 17 but no difference at all~ faster 18 so much better haha. one year more to go:)
This year birthday is much much simple from last year~ just celebrate in school.
Never really enjoyed my birthday this year missing all my singapore friends:(
This year birthday gift is much better from my families and friends of coz:)
Birthday gifts:)
My first brother: gave me an tickect back to japan:)

From my mummy: a ticket to korea to have fun:)

From daddy: a love shape necklace haha:)

From: second and third they gave me $$ to spent in aussie ^^
From fifth brother: sending me to airport^^

Really wanna thanks my friends who stay up late to wish me happy birthday :) best ever gift seriously:)
Especially, si hui, si yin, kah yek, yin ping, aw kee li, and many mores :):) though we are not close from each other but with this little text from you guys really makes my days so happy :))
school reopens today but totally not in a mood to study at all yet :( so no mood haha. Will work hard this term once again^^
lastly i really wanna thanks quek yin ping to let me cry so badly on my birthday tsk, she is so sweet i don't know how to thanks her seriously she make a video of it of out past pictures freaking dam sweet idk how many times i keep on reapting it over and over again:) thanks my friends:) I will remember you ~~
Alright time to get some rest now:) once again happy birthday to me hoping this world is safe and peace ^^ nights people

Home sweet home:D

2011-06-26T01:37:00.002+08:00

Wohoo is holiday and I am back to Japan :D I had never felt so happy about going back Japan when I was in Singapore but right now I feel so much relaxing at home:D
First thing when they saw me---->
them: Michiko you look so dark,skinny,short,bad skin
Me: I am tired only;)
Them: sleep
Me: ok
My mum went to my room :
Mum: is time for you to make up and wear dress stop wearing clothes like a small kids!
Me: I am lazy to make up, I don't like wear dress I feel comfortable with t-shirts ;)
Mum : tomorrow shopping
My mum is so funny ok so went some shopping but never really saw anything I want just bought a few stuff but more on food only and been staying at home most the time because got wifi to whats app bb and friends:)
Thinking what kind of hair style I should cut hmmm !?(･_･;?
Time to sleep and this kind of humid summer weather really killing me :(

Holidays here I coming :D

2011-06-21T21:44:00.006+08:00

Finally term two ended:D like so fast i had been in Perth for like five months~ time passes so fast each day in Aussie ~ it feels like I just ended my term1 break and now I am having holidays again :D this comin holidays I will be going back Japan like so mad happy can miss my family so much :( everyday craving for those food I wanted to eat in Japan :(
My Aussie friend asked me this question if I graduate from Australia will I miss them like how I miss my friends in Singapore?? Then I replied perhaps I will haha:D
Thinking back to past when I was seven the first time I came Singapore I hated so much especially the hostel with those so many stupid rules which I had to obey:( but time passes I met great friends like my happy three friend, Si hui,Kah Yek,Si yin,Yu Chao and so many cool friends I had made:):) they always cheer me up like when I miss my family,relationship problem or hostel guardian they never failed to cheer me up always like always 24hr for me:D really happy knowing them seriously:D
And also my ex boyfriend we knew each other like 4years being together for two years plus he used to take care of me and caring and loving me though always had arguments with him but he taught me so much seriously like knowing more about what's happening around me:) and because of him I knew Si hui haha:) started chatting with her All about guys haha:) she is naggy and not independent :x but because of this I love her you know she is someone who nags so fast like machine guns and need help with many stuffs but I love her because she is like my sister who we can shop together chat together hang out with and always chat with mr all her stuff because she trust me so do I:D really miss her so much:(:( and Kah Yek she was the first friend I was close during starting of sec 1 we will same class together for four years never had any quarreling or what who understand me well and always had fun in class though I seldom go shopping with her but always go bbt for a chit chat :):) misses them much:(
Alright tomorrow I will be flying back to Japan I am like so excited about going back because I can be able to meet my family and shop and eat wohoo:):)
Tonight I will be staying over and doraemon bb house really miss him so much you know I am really afraid you will feeling fade seriously like I really cannot afford to loose you right now:(:( countless time you make me jealous and feel like crying but is like no points you just said out those truth because you are attractive among girls and you don't want me to negative thinking but you know you are too important to me:(:( miss my bb so much though you ate beside me:(:(
Stay tune with those picture I am going to take during in Japan misses:)

Exam~

2011-06-16T19:47:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, is the starting of the exam week right now:( stress max, alright i have saying i have to get at least a average of 60% for this term is no longer in used my teacher told is better for me to stay in year 11 sad case:( Just a waste of money and time i want to graduate from here faster as possible. Hate perth so much for no reason perhaps i just miss the past i used to be hehe.
Alright i had finish my accounting and Math paper one exam.
Accounting result: 79/100 i was a bit disappointed actually i aim even higher but because of McQ and theory i loose marks from it.
Sure work hard next term but my teacher had said i make an effort on it so is ok:)
upcoming exam date:
Friday: English
Monday:physics and English skills
Tuesday:Math paper two
And Wednesday night i will be flying back off to japan for two weeks:) mad happy been able to see my family again i miss them so much so excited to see my new niece wohoo:):)
Not forgetting food Nom Nom and shopping wohoo.
List to do in japan:
.Food which i had been craving for
.Theme park with family
.Niece staying over night at my house
.Going Osaka to shop those new shopping area
.Early celebration for my birthday with my family
.Kobe beef(most important)
.last but not least spent my days with my family :D
Ok i am so in to holiday mood right now:( could not concentrate on my English essay shits.
Ok good luck for my self and endure just four more papers and off i go for holidays.^^
Off i go to study now ciaos^^
Wondering without seeing you for 20days how i am going to survive hmm??

Party time :D

2011-06-04T21:43:00.015+08:00

Hey readers, Australia is kind of fun especially most of the time we are having party and party everyday:D in Singapore there is no such thing as home party is always either having bbq or some chalet haha.
Friday: school from 8 to 11.20, after that help friend to move house and everything then went out for lunch after that to friend house for a birthday party:D
Was super high before birthday boy reach house, surprise party was great:D he nearly cried when he was so shock haha. This kind of feeling reminds me of Singapore when friends will try to make a surprise for the birthday person is great when so many people celebrate for the birthday person when i came here seldom people have celebrate party at school or outside kind of not fun actually wondering how is my this years birthday going to be??? hmm ????
Drink drank drunk haha, volka kind of nice but so sad my bb dont allow me to drink only like a small cup and stop after that picture time and games time was fun after all. Leave the house around 9 plus and back to bb house for a night, was kind of hungry when reach his house and was diturbing his friend until his friend kind of annoyed by me:x
Saturday: woke up around afternoon and saw bb cooking my lunch for me kind of wonderful life seriously, then headed to meet friends for dinner again and home sweet home.
I love spending time with my love bb especially only the both of us i don't care is in school, public as long as long as only both of us i feel happy and bless with you by my side. My feeling is getting even deeper and deeper down, though at the first place i was with you i kind of feel you were really annoying but you always make me smile and laugh but most of time is because of girls which can me down, i don't why you are so attractive among girls even when i am beside you girls dare to show up infront of us wth-.-" no face seriously but you repeated over and over again that you are only my property no one can snatch away but i just felt kind of insecure seriously like super no secure. I do love you my doraemon bb, thanks for being such a caring bf especially when i felt cold and you never failed to make me feel warm again.

Enjoying day by day with friends yet at same time missing other part of my firneds in singapore. alright time to do other stuff ciaos...

This is not the real me~

2011-06-01T16:14:00.003+08:00

Hello readers, nothing exciting things is happening in my life, everyday it goes the same routine school and school, study and study , exam and exam .
I have been skipping morning lesson, due to cannot wake up on time due to the coldness during the morning :p what an bad excuse.
Alright recently i have been not in a good mood as in i did try my best to smile in front of my friends yet deep inside i felt fucking down and feel like shouting out my feeling. But too bad none of them could make me laugh like how my old friends use to make me smile.
Back to the past when i was in singapore:
.mad and crazy all the time
.laugh crazily like nobody business
.sleep in class most if the time
.fail her exam and never cares
.scold her class mates, scratch and pinch them anytime
.twenty four hour sticking on her hand phone
.take nap after school and sleep until next day
. who loves to go out, never go out will die
was once a cheerful crazy girls
Now in australia life:
.she became much quiet
.she pass and felt sad who wants to get better result
.she became less talkative and don't really laugh crazily
. who keeps her feeling inside and smile as nothing had happen.
Seriously i hate this feeling, last time when i am sad immediately i can call anyone, tell anyone and share right now i am facing my lap top or phone either typing out or saying out to it not humans.
Thanks friends who cheer me up when i am down especially when we are miles away from each other love you guys seriously.
I am so addicted to my iphone, what's app is available for free, and most my singapore friends have what's app mad happy i can imagine i am still in singapore cool right :x
alright i should get some nap and wake up to study for my tmr test again^^

Endure~

2011-05-29T00:46:00.014+08:00

Hello readers, freak is already Sunday and i had never take this time to study for any of my work or even do any of my homework haha XD
Friday:
spent my day with girls to watch hang over part two hilarious movie rated 4/5 aftermath went for some shopping with them and home sweet home.
Saturday:
Met bb, first we plan on going to library to study end up rot at his house then dinner home sweet home.
there is one fucking guy who make my fucking mood down seriously i don't why i felt so terrible perhaps maybe i was home alone at first. So i called bb and he fucking not pick up my phone because he was sleeping. Whatever it is la who cares.
I choose you even i know we won't be together forever or what bullshit coz i know i need you right here but seems like it hurts me sometime.
I don't understand why all bitch want to flirt with my bb when they know he is fucking attach worst even still she is in my school. Sickening with him a week china bitch come flirt him. 3months fucking china girl again fuck all china bitch can!
Day by day my feeling for you gets deeper and deeper i tried telling myself not to get any deeper down but you just attract me. I know i am being selfish for making you to be always mine we have to give each other freedom coz last time i gave my ex no freedom so he treat me more shitty. so now i tried not to control you. But it seems like i am not caring you so much. I love getting jealous easily i get jealous over small things but i don't show it out i kept it and letting you to find it out yourself !!!
I don't understand why i miss singaporeso much :( suddenly i asked myself if i were to choose over singapore and perth would i choose to come perth again? My answer is i will choose perth though i miss singapore like hell but no choice is for my fucking own studies:(

I miss chicken:(

Sim and sim i miss both of you:(

happy three friend:D yu ling coming to perth soon^^

My papa is so cute :D

Both of them are in aussie but not perth but melbourne:(

I fucking miss them so much, those memories i had with them. sharing laughter getting scolded together having fun best memories i had with them druing chalet?? haha nope is in class haha they never failed to let me laugh like mad especially di siao each other. I miss them, never failed to make me laugh when i felt down, never angry when i scratch them or pinch them i miss them my friends i wish i will meet you guys soon:(
alright time to sleep nights world.

Happy birthday my boy ♥

2011-05-24T22:12:00.013+08:00

Hello readers been busy for a few weeks ;) Many things going on this few days like concert, bb's birthday and others stuff.
Yesterday stay over night at friend's house as i want to cook a lunch for bb and i don't really want to trouble my house mother coz it needed take like two freaking hours to complete my dam love bento haha.
After school went to bought those ingredient and lying to bb and friend going far far place.
I took almost like two hours to make the dam bento, luckily friend did a lot of help for me to complete it nicely and lovely.
24May2011:
baka jackson happy birthday to you, though you won't ever pass by my blog:D
first ever time celebrating your first birthday with you:) hope you like what i had made for you and sorry for the late present lastly wanna celebrate more and more birthday with you my boy ♥ you
During lunch i was being so excited to see what his reaction was after i gave him the bento, so went over to gave him but he was busily doing his project so he took and just put a side which make me so freaking disappointed and without saying anything. After that friend was saying see what she make la, we haven't see lei.
Him: this edible or not??
Me: obviously...
Him: don't try to make me stomach pain.
Me: then don't eat keep it then.
Him: putting aside and continue with his work.
Wtf mad disappointed when i took so freaking much effort on doing something for him and he not even appreciate:(

But he post this on his fb wall post which make me felt a bit happy though he never say any appreciate words.
His birthday celebration was just simple and fast, without a cake:( guess if here is hk many will celebrate his birthday for him and yet after school he had to sent me back. really a failure to become his girlfriend not celebrating for him still dragging him to sent me back.

(cooking process stay tune)

....

Dalang hair style :x

Tada for me love bb ♥ so sweet of me :x

Cooking for my friend :)

See how messy i had make my friend's kitchen

Fried rice for friend:D

Michiko and U-me omg ♥ ♥

One for bb one for friend ♥

Is it so cold that even soft toy need a blanket :x

If you watch pirates of the Caribbean this stupid conversation of me and wen haha. cat fish.
Once again putting so much effort on everything i had done happy birthday my boy ♥ ♥
And not forge ting 25may2011 happy three months with you, time passes real fast each day spending most my time with you especially in school, when you are just right beside me for every lesson except english. I love you my boy:D
though i getting jealous over small things but hope you understand anyway.
alright school sucks especially a freaking fat guy who cannot keep his mouth fucking shut he spoile my mood always me and my boyfriend thing please don't interupt don't try saying negative things. Fucking no trust in you ass hole!
ok ok done with my post sure go to bed now good night people X0X0

2015~

2011-05-21T20:36:00.015+08:00

Hello readers, OK people start saying end of the world is coming and all this stuff making me so sad not because i am dying is because i cannot meet someone important in my life which is my parents and not forgetting my friends in Singapore. If end of the world is coming i will really want to go back japan though i miss my friends at Singapore but still parents is the first priority in my life.
Any way Friday which is 20may 2011:
Was kind of pissed off because of the heavy rain, was late for school for 5mins and whole body was wet which annoyed me badly because it was freezing cold yet i was sitting for a test and i could not concentrate at all.
After the test when to take off my stocking and jacket because it was wet like hell. feel like taking off my shoes is so freaking wet and is so disgusting with wet shoes yucks. Endure for entire lesson and back home to change.
My bb had to endure the coldness because his jacket was snatch by me poor thing. ♥♥♥♥♥♥ my bb much!!
Is super embarrass when your bf came to your house looking at your room while your room is in total mess right? so he came to my home stay to wait for me to get change and everything so when he came inside the house i asked him to wait awhile hiding some girls stuff before letting him in :x though is super messy when my study table is full of books and blah when empty box is all over the place tsk who cares. After that went over to his house for steam boat before heading off to eason chan concert.
Seriously i need to learn Cantonese i don't freaking understand what the hell eason chan talk during the concert. Was my first ever concert in my life was not so high because i only know some few songs and is seat down to watch i don't like but i can see him really clearly from my seat:D
Reach home back at 12 plus what a good life i had right now when i had so much freedom:D love this kind of life^^
Went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean today with friends and bb rated 4/5 nice show is just that i feel god dam tired and the seat have freaking cushion-.-" home sweet home after that.

[flying high high]

[Apple hacu and pudding hacu nom nom]

[ nom nom ]

[ Eason Chan 2011 may 20 ]

[ his song freaking nice ]

[ she is just 16 and is my nuer ]

shadow

[ freaking cute jacket can ]

Australia is freaking cold place even in class brrr

ramune omg it cost me $$$$$

Eason chan :D

Duo Eason Chan concert

It cost only $150 and i get a freaking good place (Y)
Why does 2015 is still long way from 2011??? you know i seriously want to graduate from this dam country because right now i want to go back singapore freaking seriously i miss those past we had yes right now we became closer coz of twitter and iphone technology becoming better. BUt it makes me miss you guys more trying to lie that i was going back when actually i am at australia what a lame lie i said. Oh freak i know i got holidays which i can go back singapore but my parents arggg :( After five years after i leave aussie i will go back singapore to find them miss all my friends like hell:(
I miss my friends, those fun and sad memories i had with them remain in my heart and brain forever. Last time i should treasure those time with them more but now is too late to turn back :( so now i had to treaure my friend in australia especialy my bb and study well:D
I know how you feel now when i got attached with him. Last long~
good night people:S

running out of time~

2011-05-19T21:35:00.006+08:00

Hello readers out there, time passes dam fast day by day~~
in another three weeks time i will be having my god dam exam after that wohoo here i come japan. Actually now i am still in holiday mood cannot wait to go back japan and shop and play.
list to do in Japan:
(1) cut my hair
(2) spent more time with my family especially my dad
(3) looking forward to see my new niece:D
(4) shopping
(5)and food that i cannot have in australia especially Pino:(
alright around another month i will be going back to japan wohoo cannot wait yeah though at the same time i want to go back singapore but is impossible.
Alright soon i will be having my real exam and currently i having many class test and i did real badly seriously.
poa: term 1 i used to score 85 for it now 65 holy shit:( will retest tomorrow i better score 85 and above.
Math: forver my weakess subject 15/100-.-"
english: 58/100
english skill: super sad 34/100 if i memorise i would score much better but freak i did not know english we had to memorise.
physics: 50/100
Out of five subject i only pass three tsktsk super lousy marks failure. alright i should start to be serious right now. is scary when all my friend go foundation when i left behind at year 11.

Is kind of sweet when your boyfriend put your face on his profile picture on facebook actually but one thing sucks is when he told his friends is that his girlfriend force him to put. (Y) but is good when no girls will come and flirt him. But is annoying when he put the picture is something you dislike.
Finally i realise that I phone is something good especially viber app coz i can text my singapore friend like si hui all this mad happy can^^

I becoming more crazy this few day haha:D

Love my bb much alright though girls around you are flirting with you always and making me so freaking jealous but i know you won't spoil this relationship la. Love my baka much ♥♥
time to study now ciaos.

Just Endure a Moment~

2011-05-14T20:06:00.013+08:00

Hello readers here i am to blog again, OK Perth is becoming colder day by day so i bought this heater which cost me $56 happily i went home with it. When i reached back home my house mother bf John came to talk to me.
John: what is that big box?
Me: heater:D
John: can you let me see?
Me: ya sure
John: this is not japan, here is Australia is not so cold.
Me: but during morning i felt cold i need to on it just awhile.
John no you will burn the house.
Me: if i pay more
John: still cannot.
Me: oh ok sure.

Fuck him man don't allow me to use that heater but i am not gonna care i am still using it every morning:p

Is Saturday again :D means no school can relax but too bad i had promise bb to go library three time a week~ so went library unwillingly done my math homework and he teach me math ,the topic which i dont know and make him pissed off because simple sum i don't understand and he have to do step 1 you have to blahblah ok took an hour plus to understand those graph equation~ went home after that...

(tada took one hour to explain)
got back my accounting and math result super disappointed , accounting:65/100 while bb score full mark. math: 15/100 while bb score 75/100. he said he will work hard and he did he used to failed math like me but now he did improve but not me because whenever i go library i will either use hand phone or sleep so this time round he took my mobile away and teach me and he reminds me of how my fifth brother teach me seriously same attitude my god!!! kinda miss my fifth brother right now~~
Miyao michiko seriously need to work hard in order to score well and go foundation with those class mate if not it will dam boring~~
Exactly 40days for me to go back japan just cannot wait till the day i went back, i want to cut hair, eat Kobe beef, shopping, lastly spent time with my family. owww homesick~:(
10 more days to bb birthday and i haven't even think what to give, he said want something priceless so i am gonna make a lunch for him maybe ok i need find recipe now!!

[Who the hell drew this??]

Ribbon hair.

5min and you can tied it!

bb's drawing of doraemon O.o

[she never came back home again:( opps not home is neighbour's home]

( if i saw this i wanna buy mad chio)

[home sick]
last time in singapore i always communicate with my parents by phone, now in aussie every week i got to see their faces i miss them much when i am in perth. last time i felt annoying when they call me, and never felt so excited about going back japan but until i came perth i miss them more than how i used to miss them in singapore. 40days more:)

No trust between us??

2011-05-10T20:16:00.002+08:00

Hello readers:D i thought I just started school a few days but guess what I had started school for like four weeks and now many up coming test oh no:( I better get my butt stick on the chair to study I don't want to stay behind alone while the rest can go up to foundation year:) so yeah I am so gonna study harder than term 1 . Though I promise someone that I would go library to study three time a week but guess I never make it but at least I did study at home a bit better than nothing;);)
Tomorrow: math and accounting test . I am confident in my accounting exam but I want to score at least 90 for math just 50 will do coz I don't really know that chapter though I ask for help from friend but I still cannot get it right:(
And Thursday : English , English skill and physics test only confident in both English but not physics just aiming for pass but English at least 60:) so I am so going to study and put my iPhone far away from me is kind of distraction to me:(

After being together for few months your bad attitude came out so does mine ... Sometimes I just don't feel any secure from you at all in class yes we sit right beside each other but after school sometime when you met your friend you will totally forget that I am jut right beside you I hate this type of feeling. Even worst when your those country friend started SMS with you while you keep saying they are so irritating so why don't just ignore them ??? Coz you feel bad if you ignore then don't tell me about all this alright!!! Seriously I don't know whats wrong with us this few days... You used to sent SMS when I am going home right now is when I woke up from my nap you telling me you going to sleep but ended up watching soccer match-.- guys are the same my ex used to act a sleepy voice and said want sleep end up don't know what he is up to!!! I know is just a small matter but I make is as is your fault or what but boyff I just need some secure from you and trusting each other alright:D
Ok ok enough of blogging now sure go and take a shower than bath ^^

Happy mother's day♥

2011-05-08T17:06:00.006+08:00

Hello readers, is the second week of sunday which is mother's day. Wish every mother's on the world happy mother's day:) especially to my beloved mum happy mother's day♥♥

woke up by the noise in my homestay as all her children came to make breakfast for her mother and is so noisy but what to do:) is mother's day
Alright so woke up to go buy flower for my house mother as she is also a mother to me who took care of me in australia so have to respect her.
To Mum:
though you won't be reading my this blog but i want to wish you happy mother's day:) thanks for all this while, enduring all the pain by yourself and letting five big son and one young daughther to get everything they want trying your very best to fuifil our dream. everything i do you encourage me but not in relationship but as in studies and what i want in the future.No one can understand me better than you, you would know what is my heart is thinking whenever i feel down:):) You are the greatest woman i had mum. i love you mum♥♥
お母さんありがとう
And lastly also happy mother's day to my house mother she is just like my second mother who cook and give me shelter so like her mum. Not love is like ;)

DORITOS NOM NOM YUM YUM

Meoww she is so cute la~~

Happy mother's day to my house mother:)

If i could, i would sent the flower to japan rather than my house mother:x

love my mummy she is the best♥

Annoying orange:@

2011-05-07T20:19:00.004+08:00

Hey readers been awhile since i blog due to nothing to blog either life is just simply boring especially without my old friends i had in Singapore miss them lots right now:(
seriously i really cannot it anymore Perth is seriously not a good condition for me, at first i came here is due to my pathetic N-level result secondly is i want to improve on my English as Singapore always use singlish but not in English class obvious, thirdly want to get a uni cert, fourthly faster to graduate from studies and lastly to avoid my painful past i had in Singapore.
Guys if you want to come Australia to study don't ever choose Perth you guys rather choose, Melbourne,Sydney or either gold coast...
why i hated Perth reason is simple:
.things are so expensive, except for pizza
.weekend i have to wait an hour because one hour only one bus.
.all shopping mall are same those shops name, like sports girl,Dotti.forever new and all are so expensive except if you go to factory outlets.
.shop close at 5.30pm except Thursday and Friday shop close at 9pm
.3D movie i had to buy my own 3D glasses hilarious right*
.home-school-home took me about 3hour a day.
.in Perth is very quite, many up down hills to walk up and down mad tiring.
What i like in Perth
.environment is clean
.my school have no rules, i can wear what i want even make up, heels or what so ever, teacher do not care whether you listening to what teacher are teaching.
that is why my result turn out to be shit :p
alright done with some complain about it but not yet done complaining~~
story goes on like this:
i was on my way to school and was on the bus to the train station, my friend called up hey where are you?
me: on the bus reaching train station.
him:there is no train today.
me: lol don't lie
him: you reach you will know.
so i went down the bus fuck no train how the hell i am going to school? so i took the long way to school which is by bus which took me 40min to school-.-" and obviously i was late. but who cares f i am late was angry over this situation and it continues for three days. so i took the cab to school and bus back home. thanks god the train is back to service, oya why the train was not working is due to a ship knock onto the train bridge and was spoil tada so train rail is not working...
I am once again happy little girl, because my second sister in law gave birth to another new baby girl sinlai chann okay i don't know the real spelling for it, just cannot wait to see her woohoo. I will be going back on 23rd of June and be back to Perth on 11july god dam it why not 12 July let me celebrate my birthday but too bad i have school on that day:(
Father had slowly recover day by day and he misses me so much for the first time last time is always brother and brother because he cannot stand girl who always let him disappointed and spending money like water tap flow $$$$
he is bringing me to Taiwan or either hong kong perhaps i could meet my bb if i went hk;) but depending if my first brother allow papa to leave japan:( been five years i had never travelled on holiday with my papa.
two weeks more to baka birthday oh gosh, what i should give him a card and a what?? frustrating over this situation right now because i don't what exactly he like! whenever i asked him what do you like he would answer michiko, i said a thing he said your ever thing annoying max!!! but sweet^^
anw tomorrow is mother's day and my own mother ask me buy a card and a rose for my house mother argg annoying but is a respect coz she took care me so welled unlike my ex hostel haha^^

(The 3D glasses)

BB is buying the same flight back to perth with me coz i need make a transit from hong kong so yeah:) hopefully can^^
alright time for my drama bye readers.

Winter:)

2011-05-01T23:25:00.004+08:00

Hello readers, if there is any one of them haha.
I sure blog before i sleep, winter is coming yeah means i have to wear long pants or stocking in order to keep me warm but i still hate wearing long pants as it makes me look so dam freaking short but what to do in order to keep me warm i got no choice haha.
ok time to sleep now good night people.

( school days)

有你的抱很温热：）

2011-04-27T22:10:00.005+08:00

Hello readers, been so bored in school this few days seriously not just school but in life i feel so bored~
I had been very lazy after the holiday still in holiday mood back from home just face to face lap top and watch movie or drama. Never even want to touch those books but in less than two months i will be back to japan and soon will be my exam omg @0@
Holiday time had spent much money on shopping and shopping so is time to save now had exceed the actual money so from today onwards i sure bring lunch to school if not i will be wasting money in school when a can of coke could cost me $2.80 a chicken wing cost me $2.30 okok this is crazy i know so sure stop buying food so i could save up money^^ even the cost of my ezlink card a month needs $115 crazy unlike in singapore only most $50. Australia is really a crazy country when everything is so expensive, except pizza cost about $11.
This few day i don't know why i always anyhow think and makes my mod super down but sure not think about anything:) sure work hard and get a good result and letting my family know michiko had change:)

( Iphone app)

(cute)

(I miss you so much:( )

( this is all i have when i am not in a mood)
This few day is so freaking cold i wore long pants but is still cold omg whats wrong with this weather is raining the whole day~
有你的抱很温热, i wish i could just like a kola bear:)
Alright is time for me to pack school bag and sleep^^
Good night

Happy 2nd ♥♥(☻-☻)

2011-04-25T01:44:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, I just could not sleep so will blog before I sleep:)
After three days of holiday and I got school great don't you guys think so:)
TERM 2:
Michiko will work harder, her term1 result is not so well done will buck up on my weaker subject like math and physics. Now I took english,math,physics,accounting and english skill. I change my economic to English skill as is easier to cope and score, and Baka is going to take same subject as me:) happy to have him when he ask me to study and not going out always asking me homework and teaching me not allowing me to sleep or use my phone so I could concentrate:( but is better than I failed everthing...
Happy 2nd Baka, though we knew each other about three months but things is getting better between the both of us. Sometime we do argue but at least we will talk things out rather then blahblahblah... I may not love you so deep but I am falling for you day by day♥
Thanks for all this while:) lastly Baka ♥ JC
The past is already the past so is time to ignore it though it hurts me countless time but words that been say out is no longer be able to take back so let it be anyway . Is you choose to say then I got nothing to say anymore is the end:)
Sure try to get some sleep now good night world（＾Ｏ＾☆♪

Back to school~

2011-04-19T20:09:00.004+08:00

Hello readers, after three 3weeks of holiday michiko is back to school life again T.T
alright thought i would be late for school but thanks to yin ping she morning call from Singapore:) and the moment i woke up is so dam freezing cold, i was thinking whether to wear stocking but i check the weather it said it will be 26degrees so i think is no necessary for me to wear in case i feel warm again. Waiting for the bus my whole body was like shivering, while the rest of my friends were wearing long pants =.=" Reach school take my new timetable the teacher was hey michiko you have over due fees to pay, and not allowing to get my new time table pay my fees and everything. Back to class, more new students in my class and my old sits had change :( only accounting lesson i sit beside baka rest a distance.
First day of school, home works and test WTF is this gosh~ and a guy came up to me randomly:
Him: i know is very rude to ask you this
me: o.o??
Him: how old are you anyway?
me: 16 going 17
Him: wow i thought you were younger then this
me: huh? haha
Him: sorry that is rude
me: nvm
ok so weird can~
Li aun bought me this two iPhone covers at hk is so dam adorable paul friend and winnie the pooh~ and baka was like omg pooh pooh!!
home sweet home, and now i am doing some apple ID and dam fucking troublesome gosh fainting.

(all shoes i had got in aussie)

(both of them are so cute:D )

Omo school school~

2011-04-15T23:07:00.005+08:00

Hello people out there, oh my god school going start in four days more.
And i am still not in a mood to study at all i never even take the time to study for my weaker subject how the hell i am going to make it to foundation in this coming june? I tried to sleep early before 12 shutting down my lappy before 12 i did but i just could not sleep is so boring... This few day my mind is full of movies gosh black swan, i am number four, paul, the diary of wimpy kids. In two days kidding me oh gosh. U-me,vicky and me we three girls are real mad at times we just shop all we want, lauging out together like crazy seriously having so much fun with them but one thing is i always have no time for baka always once a week one time for him and me. And is always sunday when all shops are close when me and baka have no place to shop around thats why we always go library to study gosh boring life haha.
Term two start a week go library three time to study for 2hr with baka omg why i have such a baka who just love books haha.

I miss you guys♥

Great holiday mood~

2011-04-14T02:53:00.002+08:00

Hello readers alright holiday roxs totally, been staying over night at friend house, party eating ,shopping life is great when i have enough cash to spent and no one is controlling my life. Unlike in Singapore when my guardian been nagging where am i, and not allowing me to stay over night everything i had to think of excuse not need to climb the dam gate to sneak out at night here is openly going out. But i had better to control my money man, i still got two months more i will be back to japan cannot out of cash!!! Yeah finally i got my i-phone 4 been waiting for 1months and here i got it and still sucks using it man...
In two weeks 5 movie yeah Australia movie tickets are so expensive compare to Singapore worst ever still i had to buy my own 3D glasses kidding me. ha ha
Red riding hood, just go with it , Rio , sucker punch , Hop.
OK been sopping at the same shopping mall for countless time every time i went there i will get a thing for sure. tomorrow accompany baka to get his winter clothes been cold this few day brrr...
Just cannot wait the day i am in singapore or japan i miss you guys much:(:(
Boy yes you treated me very well understand me very well always let me but something is missing is not the way i want to be it, but yes of coz i do love you my baka boy ☆♥
My skins are all so dry, and dark gosh gosh putting cream is not effective odokei~!!!
Lack of sleep and pimples on my FaCe oh no oh no ah ah oh oh sleeping now nites people:)

Once upon a time~

2011-04-03T00:07:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, enjoying my holiday no school life is so great everyday party at friend house nice nice^^ One thing sucks is waiting for bus and train back home this few day been taking taxi back home gosh $$$$ it cost me a boom scary should try go back earlier next time. You were right we should not meet so often with each other, coz we will too used to it so haha. Maybe sometime meet sometime not to meet during holiday though i miss you but i don't know what i miss about you...
Bali trip:( omg fuck me man for not being 18 !@#$%^&* fucking school so troublesome like shit gosh gosh... Maybe wait i am 18 then.
This few day been chatting with mum on phone like dam long i miss her much not just her my entire family my entire friends back in singapore. I wondering if i did well for my N will i choose to stay or leave? You know life in australi is so sucks though the education is much better but those shopping, the environment everything is sucks. I am happy i make some friends here but how can those people compare to my old friends back in singapore they make me feel happy always never make me let down but what about here seriously it sucks i don't like here faster get out of this dam freaking country, once upon i am in singapore now australia where will i be next??
Every time looking at my wall before sleep hoping i am with you guys in the class having fun, shopping and everything. How i Wish after typing i would be siting on the chair using computer at the hostel with my friends.
One word miss is all i could say now:(
bye people party again

Holiday:D

2011-03-30T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hello readers is my holiday today:D yeah like so finally i was waiting for this day to come^^ OK i got back my english and accounting and pysics result. But there is so many marks i have to recount it. Overall english and accounting pass physics failed until cmi haha. And guess what i am going to Bali with friend by plane omg omg first time take plane with friends but sad is i am going away for 5days and i am so gonna miss you:( actually i do not really want to go bali but if i don't go i will ruined their holiday period:( so i have no choice but to go with them...
Last exam and i was totally not in a mood of doing anything and of coz result fail tsktsk,waited for vicky and went to watch the red riding hood rated 4/5 nice^^ after that rush back home to take my parcel and cab down to baka house and to friend house for steam boat but never really eat much was chatting with my mum on phone. End steam boat around 8plus as i have to wait my bus until 9. play card then jacky and me left by the accompany of baka to bus stop. But in the end he went with us to my house train station and he went back home. Train station to house bus stop with jacky and house mother drive me back home^^ How sweet she can be:D unlike my old hostel she don't even care how late you are or won't even drive you and go anywhere haha. Back home busily looking what i had got from my mum so many stuff on my bed gosh gosh how am i going to sleep tonight:(
Tomorrow need to wake up early to go to school and take a form because i am under 18 !@#$%^&* waste my time i needed sleep longer:( yeah tmr finally shop close at 9pm mad shopping for tmr. And friday shopping with baka:):)
oh shitty i miss you much much i don't know why but i just miss you:(
2months 23days more i am going back to japan yeah missing my parents now arrg i miss singappore much a lot especially darling,mushroom all those crazy friends oh oh i miss those foo and blahblah alright i should go sleep now nites people.

Having a beautiful voice~

2011-03-26T17:15:00.003+08:00

Hello readers if there is any of you:) is Saturday many people are having fun and resting but for me i have to get my butt on to the chair to study. Woke up by baka call and realise myself having a beautiful voice down with fever+flu+sore trout:( But still study for at least 2hr and take a long long nap. How i wish i am in either Singapore or japan:( when people would come to my hostel and gave me porridge or medicine but right now i here alone doing everything my own finding medicine myself and cooking porridge myself. But i am lucky enough to have this kind house mother she treated me and my friend like her own daughter taking care of us well when she saw me drink medicine hey do you want me to cook porridge for you? how sweet she is, she always noted down what i like and what i don't like with lots of care she never failed to make me worst in this house though school is far from where i am living but i am always happy of where i am living^^ Though i have to wash my clothes, and help her to wash dish at night but is much better than the previous hostel i had lived for 10years. Alright awaiting my porridge to be done and gonna study my math, don't know if tomorrow i should go and study with baka feel that my body is aching everywhere. :(

Scared of going deeper down~

2011-03-25T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, exam period is here had English and accounting test basically maybe i won't do so well but i have confident in my accounting. Next week timetable: math,physics and economics and holiday here i come:)
Baka been asking me to stay over his place to play and u-me been asking me to go her house and accompany her... I am sure holiday is gona be bored and no money gosh out of cash thought my bank stil have $$ thinking of working but what job i wanna get??
Here comes weekend waiting for this day to come but i have to study for those three subject headache.T First and second brother been asking me to go back on april but how can i suddenly change mind to go back to japan?? maybe june i am going back to japan and not singapore T.T Why has to be you who is suffering for all this pain why can't be me who get to suffer, you are too important to us not only me!!! i rather be the one than you, without you whole thing will be in a mess. Seriously get well soon♥
Went city today to sent u-me to train station and met baka to fetch me back to train station:) 2more days♥
I am afraid to go deeper down, i am afraid you would just ignore me one day i don't know why i am afraid of so much things maybe i am not too used to it being with you but boy i am realising that our relationship had becoming stronger and getting to know each other more^^
Alright baka and julian gonna move to new house tomorrow a busy day for them~ and a busy week for me to study my exam and now i am going to rest waking up early to study...
Nights.

Home sick T.T

2011-03-21T19:13:00.004+08:00

Hello readers is Monday again, another school week for me here i am dragging myself from my bed every morning at 6am gosh hell tiring. Though i woke up around 6.40plus and i nearly miss my bus thankfully i did not haha^^ Screwed my physics test today, flunked my english test omg i felt upset when i got my english result i did do everything for it i did all research and everything here it come a red mark on my test paper T.T and got back my accounting result from the start of school till now i always got 88/100 now i score 94/100 mad happy this friday English and accounting test i am not going to flunk both of them but i will try to score a 60 at least hopefully. And now i will be studying my math i always score badly for math i don't know why either haha, so this time i am going to study hard. Freak i nearly forgot i have economics essay i have to type out how the hell i am going to write for 1500words kidding me with what what graph holly shitty flunk again???NO way haha i am working on it right now. I want go foundation and leave this boring city and faster graduate 5years more faster faster. For the 16years of my life i forgotten about my second brother birthday luckily i rmb it today, chatted with him on phone for like almost an hour like we never talk on phone for so long before , father been telling him to sent my photo in Australia miss my father so much, all my family is in japan except me??? omg omg missing them more after i had chatted with my second brother though we had an argument before i came aus but still we are good as usual love him the most:p coz he has never failed to protect me behind my back. Happy 30 birthday brother. And not forgetting my third brother his birthday but guess he is hanging out outside with his girlfriend shall call him again tomorrow. Oh my dear niece i misses you so much especially when you stay over my house and went to have breakfast. Omg i am home sick looking at our family picture thinking of you guys, father had been asking me to go back on june but how? i want to go back to singapore? confuse where should i go?
Alright time to bath and do my home works piles of home works are waiting for me.
I miss my miyao's family not because i could rely on you guys is how the way you make me laugh with you guys:) love love^^

(my niece^^)

(love my papa very much he is cute to the max)

(one big lovely family)

Is just a history ♥

2011-03-17T23:03:00.002+08:00

Hello readers i am very boreed right now, not just right now but everyday in my life.
School from 8am to 3pm in between with a 3hour break. In bettween break went for shopping with friend. wasted my time in school having test in the mrning after that last few lesson nothing for me to do but just talk and talk. How boring can my life be now, though i am happy to know two great frien vicky and u-me if i had not know them omg i can just bored to death alone. Next week test, better to buck up on every subject in order to get to foundation by this year.
.Every weekdays 6.57am leave house walk 5min to bus stop
.7.04am bus come 12min to train station
.7.20am train to school station took 20min
.7.42am bus to infront school bus stop
i always miss the stupid bus to school making me walk for 15min !@#$%^&* unless i run all the way but i am not crazy. Sometime i had to drag baka to walk with me when he can take the bus haha:)
Yeah tomorrow i draging him to my house train station to eat fish and chips:)
I sure sleep soon sleepy, and tomorrow 3 lesson 8 to 11.20 yeah yeah^^ happy to the max nights world.
Me and you is the history:) so don't try talk crap to me^^
byebye world bless the world to be in peace^^

Worried over big things~

2011-03-16T19:41:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, Two test today i am sure i could pass but not 100mark. Accounting test gosh gosh big big mistake!!! But i know i can pass with wonderful mark^&^
Got my math result here it comes a fail again last time i failed and this time failed again shitty math, who the hell can teach me math!!!!
After school exercise and back to home sleep until dinner time, omg i am becoming fattening especially my face oh god, though my weight did not increase but i felt that i am becoming so much fatter. IS already Autumn in Australia but why is the weather so hot like burning my skin everyday. Tomorrow essay writing shit, why is it everyday test and test for me:( hate having so much test. Endure two weeks more and holiday for me:) though i will not be going to other country but is better not to have test is driving me crazy everyday especially my math,physics and economic.
Been watching news lately about whats going on with this world, and japan most people had heard recent news about the tsunami and earthquake is so scary especially the nuclear thing the most dangerous thing, and whats wrong with other country why having war with your country bombing your own city or country, when other side of the world is suffering for natural disaster?? it makes me angry when i saw this sickening.
I am worried about my family and relative out at japan especially the nuclear thing is scary, after the news about earthquake and tsunami my heart beat even faster thinking what if it affect my city and my relative which they are living at Tokyo, but my mum laugh on the phone said don't be silly nothing will happen to us:) I will be waiting for you to come back for holiday i miss my daughter she always bring laughter to the world family unlike brother who always being so strict in this family. After hearing what my mum said i feel so much releift and now i missing my family very much, and mum said is hard for whole family to migrate to singapore:(
Sometime i just don't care between both of us let nature tell us what we should do in future, to me i am just a big sister:)
Ok time to study for my essay byebye people^^

Sometime i wish i could rely on someone...

2011-03-14T19:20:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, it's another monday~ seriously this few day i could not get myself up from the bed, i had to snooze my alarm clock until going to be late then rush everything... I feel like pon school but where the hell to see doctor, i don't even see any clinic when i reached perth.
School from 8-2pm i don't know what i was doing but i know i had been talking about japan news to all my friend... ended school and went to buy stuff, last week i wanted but a winter jacket but i was thinking whether to buy it or not so went to the shop today the jacket from $115 off until $55 then off until $30 wow. I was so happy so i just bought it:) walk around and back home for a nap:D
Sometime when i was with you i feel like i am being a older sister taking care of you and feeding you, last time i used to rely on people for everything, but right now is opposite it became you are relying on me. I felt weird, last time when i first know you, you treated me like a princess but right now i am like i don't know what... like just using of me to rely on, perhaps i choose the wrong decision i should had choose the other . The old one used to listen to what i said but now why i am listening to you?
Arggg fourth brother birthday and he start nagging again and again, but what he said was true now i am like already going 17 and my attitude had change since i came here, guess i won't let my family down again:) Five years of study and i will be free from all this stuff:)
bye people study time:)

Irritating vodafone~

2011-03-09T19:24:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, just back from my dinner yummy yummy. Shit seriously i becoming fatter each day everyday my house mother feed me to well what i want eat she will buy without saying anything. And worst i never do any exercise but only walk and back to school. I wanted to sign up for iPhone 4 plan for like a week ago and still i cannot get it freak vodafone:@
I had to wait for another month though baka ask me to used his iphone but i think is better to wait for my own iPhone4. Maybe i should change HTC becoz is so much nicer.
I got back my English,physics and accounting mark i did well for both of them English: 18/25, accounting: 88/1oo and physics: 39/100. Though i pass my English and accounting but i think i could do even better shit i should study harder next time, and for my physics oh god save my breath is like shit mark and no expert could teach my physics odokei~
Tomorrow math test again definitely this time i will fail for sure prepare for it. I have piles of homework for me to do today and test tomorrow shit worst i felt like sleeping right now.
I cannot wait for my holiday on 30march and worst my parent does not allow me to go back either to Singapore or japan because they want me to settle down in Perth but i think i should go Melbourne to find my happy three friend if not i will be rotting at Perth like hell.
The old cannot replace the new one seriously, i rely on you too much last time now i felt weird being with the new. Sometime when i was with the new one i remember all the past i had done with you.Though i used to complain so much about you now then i realise actually the old is better than the new.
I should go do my home works if not i will be dead tomorrow. byebye

Just need a little secure from you ♥

2011-03-05T20:10:00.002+08:00

Hello readers i feel like going to shop like mad and spending my allowance but too bad Australia shopping place suxs as in the place i am in (PERTH) a really boring place to live in.
Friday- went out with class mate for some shopping then separate to find Baka to sign a hand phone plan but in the end never get a plan need another friend to help me sign a plan. I cannot wait to be 18years old, in Australia 18years old you can have your own house share,sign up plan so many things freak faster next year July cannot wait to be 18^^ went walk around to shop but things are too expensive compare to Singapore or japan. So went to meet a bitch after that fuck up seriously,went home after that.
Saturday: met friend for shopping again, again empty handed back home. Australia shopping suxs either is too expensive, too big or too small freak!! i caught a sneakers which i wanted but i check with so many shop they don't have my size freak!!!!!!! i am spending too much money this few day, shit i gotta control it properly if not i will be broke.
Tomorrow shopping with baka hope i can buy the sneakers tomorrow:D if not blahblahblah...
Boy though you are not perfect as any handsome looking guys but i just need a little secure from you that will be enough♥
Alright i should clean up my messy room now, and do homeworks if not i won't be able to enjoy on sunday and monday^^
byebye

falling in love with you day by day~

2011-03-03T22:05:00.002+08:00

Hello people, school suxs totally. I don't know why i felt so sleepy and lazy this few day in school i was either chatting or day dreaming except for English and accounting i had been listening carefully but math,physics and economic i don;t even know what i am doing shit gonna fail. And got my economic result thought i will failed but in the end i pass but is not the mark i wanted.
Tomorrow again physics test teacher was kind enough to give retest for us, finish school when to study with jackson but was totally not in a mood study about an hour and home sweet home. And i had not touch any physics revision yet shit man i don't want to fail but i am lazy to study how how. And i had decided i will be getting i phone 4 with u-me,jacky,jackson,cason haha. Almost all my class mate are using i phone 4, so they ask me use it though i want a blackberry just the chatting to chat with singapore friend but i think is a bit waste coz i only can bb chat with yu chao so i phone 4 i am coming tomorrow^^
Next week test and test everyday is just test faint when can i stop all this test and exam???
This weekend i should be staying at home to study but i am going out due to my boredom at home:D perhaps i will go library with friend.
Lastly boy i am loving you deeply day by day, i love you:D
I should study my physics now and turn off this lap top now byebye people.

enjoyment:D

2011-02-27T18:08:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, i am just enjoying myself everyday never really start studying hard i don't know why either.
Friday: out to ice skate with friends, thanks nemo for teaching me how to ice skate but still i am suxs at it. And thanks brother for fetching me and sending me home with your BMW car^^
Saturday:hot pot with hong kong friends, so long since i had hot pot and best is having at friend house. she bought the house extremely cheap and big. stay overnight with jackson and U-me. Could not sleep well all nigth waking up so many time for no reason-.-"
Today: went out with friend to change handphone plan, but i am underage... so walk around at home. which phone should i get i phone or black berry aus so few choices to choose from...
again tomorrow is monday boring day, i have to get up early again yawn yawn alright i should go for dinner and go to revise my work. bye people.

Failure~

2011-02-21T15:48:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, ho ho got back my pathetic result. One word to describe me failure thought i would pass my math but in the end fail blame on me never study hard enough ha ha. Never mind i should work much harder next time round. And i got back my IQ test seriously i thought i would fail but in the end i pass ha ha clever me-.-"
mum said is wast of time going back on April perhaps i would use dentist excuse to go back Singapore if no go melb to find happy three friend i hop i won't be stuck in Perth for holiday it will be god dam bored...
Oya there is a guy from japan in my school super duper cute but he is kind of flirt but omg cute cute. ha ha.
Tomorrow i will be having my economic test and here i am doing blogging guess i gonna fail this again T.T
This Friday i will be having holiday i should start studying on my 5subject to get 85% indeed to go to foundation year. But too bad i have to go for a lunch and watch movie gosh busy busy having fun but not studying!!!!
I have to learn how to control my allowance if not i won't be able to survive without $$...
Yesterday was using skype with my family mum was excited saying hey show you something nice that you were like it a lot here it comes one by one type of heels boots she bought and winter clothes she bought in japan. She is really mad i told her that i only can wash clothe once a week and she bought me 5 boots and i ask her boots also need to wash?
she said change everyday, crazy mum i have but i love her a lot she know that i got limited allowance so she buy for me and sent it over so i won't be spending money on shopping^^
suddenly got a urge to have a boyfriend but when i get boyfriend i will feel like being single i don't know wht either haha, should just concentrate on my studies if not my mark will be terrible again.
Good luck to myself for my economic test bye bye people.

Miss the past how we guys used to be~

2011-02-18T19:55:00.002+08:00

Hello readers out that...
Finally is Friday i don't have to sleep early hoho. Finally a rest on weekends yeah though i have to start studying my economic. Having test on this up coming Tuesday. I am going for shopping tomorrow:)everyday i had hard time what i should wear probably i am going to cut my hair too which me and Jackson make a promise haha:D
I don't believe in long distance relationship at all but i trust in long distance friendship but guess i am totally long we guys are now far apart we seems to be like strangers right now. Sometimes when i missed you guys i chat with you guys on msn or what you guys seems like totally ignore to you guys i may not be so important now but to me i miss every moment we used to be in class,school,hostel,outside and everything. I miss the past how we guys used to be, in chalet,friend's birthday party,shopping watching movie,bowling.
Alright i should go and wash my clothes now else weekend will be a busy day for me:D
Bye people.
Hope i have a time machine now.

Shy to say it out~

2011-02-16T19:25:00.002+08:00

Hello people out there though guess no one will be reading my this blog haha.
Alright test week is been so busy when everyday it goes test test test and test though is just a class test but still is important becoz i want get in to foundation by this year end all my result have to be good. SO time for me to study real hard:) got back my accounting test i did my best for first time and should give me clap for the mark got 34/40 such a big improvement from last time^^ Had to get 100 marks next time^^
Had an IQ test today but seriously i think i just coulld not make it at all is too hard due to my IQ is too low:c
Alright tmr having math and physics prepare for the worst becoz i study how hard i still cannot get into my head sickening:(
Alright should continue with my studies:)
I am too shy to said out that i actually like you~
bye people study time

Just a normal Monday~

2011-02-14T23:25:00.004+08:00

Hello readers, sickening day today. See couple around the street giving their loves surprise but for me carrying a school bag just went to school like normal days.
Today midnight woke up with friend to study physics but sickening teacher said valentine's day bet many people did not study-.-" waste my effort. Miss my valentine's day in singapore eeks, at here is like yawn Zzz...
After school went for a date with my bed hoho was so tired Zzz...
Seriously lap top distract me too much feel like hiding somewhere in a corner but without it my night life will be so boring:c
So many upcoming test going on bored to the max...
Should go and revise my test to maintain my 100marks^^
Bye people, lastly happy valentine's day people.

Learn to give up....

2011-02-12T20:47:00.004+08:00

Hello readers, i could not believe myself that i had been so hardworking now a days compare to life in Singapore seriously, i don't sleep in class anymore and do my homework on time always though i still have the habit of copying from friend but when i copied i ask them why is this answer and not this is like totally change in me. Finally i knew how happy i could be when i got full mark for my vocab test, i memorise it and studied and got back my wonderful result totally stunned. Last time in Singapore i used to hack care everything even i got a 0 it does not matter me at all but now i care a lot and next week i had class test and i start studying at home or even go library to studied like crazy people.
Next week valentine's day lonely day this year sob sob will be having many test next week fainting.
Monday:physics
Tuesday:accounting
Wednesday:math1
Thursday:math2
Friday:economic
But this time round i got so much confident in passing all my subject but i had to get at least a 60 this time then i will be satisfied in my result but my physics and economic oh gosh totally could not understand though friend keep teaching me T.T
Is time to learn how to give up on you no point thinking of you or whatever now, it make me suffer more when i still care for you so much. So is time to learn to give up^^

(when will meet up again and redo those memories we used to do?)
Bye people time for studying:D

I cannot make the time go back...

2011-02-08T22:18:00.003+08:00

Hello readers, hate today and thursday the most sickening to the max i have to end at 3 when i have 3hr10min of free time in school might as well let us go home ealry:c
I felt so sleepy this few day, Going to school is a big big problem to me. Walking to bus stop is one of the biggest problem i hate walking up hills and down i am too old to walk long distance now sickening. Should move my home stay near the school but here she treat metoo good. Today when to see sun set with her which she used to do with her husband but now is me and my friend accompany her.
Beautiful day but i am so so sleepy. Yawn Zzz...

(beautiful day)
If there is you by my accompany how wonderful it will be but is impossible beacuase i cannot make time go back again:c
Should go sleep if not jackson won't lent his Ds to me:D
Nights people^^

:(

2011-02-07T19:45:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, ok i am more familiar with this new environment but still not really know how to take bus or trains. And school is becoming better almost my firend are from hong kong and mostly are boys coz my class only less than 5 people are girls. Be hanging out with thems in school or after school but still none can compare to my old friends out at the other side.
School works is still alright is just that i having problem with physics and my economic seriously i could not really understand what the hell teacher said. And next week is test time gosh i don't even have a calculator with me whatever it is i am going to hunt for it soon.
Irritating you, call you and the first word you start JJJ. You suxs to the max. Hate when you start your JJJ to me:c
Alright should get on with study or else mum won't allow me to go back:c

Forever remains in my heart♥

2011-02-04T19:09:00.004+08:00

Hello readers, guess most my friends are happily getting their red packets but for me i have to stuck in Australia and go to school just like normal days in school. Although school is much better than the first day but still i prefer the old rather than new. I felt weird when i was having class or during in class is so quiet without my crazy 4D class mate when they disturb or making fun in the class although is hard to concentrate in class but is so much fun unlike here where the class is in total silent people just can play their i-touch, sleep or what so ever they are doing. When i am in school or home or even anywhere i would always think about Singapore i miss them more than i expected i had never experience this type of feeling before until i am in Australia how precious friends could be the feeling us even suxs then you break out with your loves one.
Seriously i just feel like throwing everything and fly to singapore and meet my friends sickening.
I had to study hard so then i can skip a year in australia should get some studies now.
Friends i still remember everythings those pictures you guys gave me when the day i leave everythings kept inside my head which i could not erase it off.
Bye people study time^^

Not as close as before..

2011-02-02T21:14:00.001+08:00

Hey readers, been so tiring waking up at 6am and go to school from Monday to Friday Zzz... Almost all the subjects are boring except for math which i am learning guang dong from my friend...
Today most people are haing Reunion dinner but for me i am staying at home to eat sushi with my home stay people:D is like so much better than eating left over food always.
School is becoming much better every Tuesday and Thursday i got 3hr of break use the time to watch Korea drama haha.
Seriously i miss Singapore a lot i miss those past with those friends although we are no as close as before but i miss you guys a lot. I could not stop reread those cards or staring at those photos for a days. How fun when we guys use to hang out together or anything.
Is too late to turn back now, should get some rest now.
Happy eve new year to everyone:D

Stuck in no where...

2011-01-27T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hello people out there, life being suxs day by day. Seriously i don't know if i can endure this type of life out here. In class seriously all those teachers makes me yawn when they start to open up their mouth. They talk slowly and understanding asking class how to spell children like we primary kids.My class people are like so dam quiet unlike Singapore so much of entertainment everyday. During school breaks was the worst day i am stuck no where but to use comp but there is nothing for me to do it. There is so much of homework to do everyday and is all counted in the exam mark so i have to do it seriously.
Morning woke up at -6am
out the house -6.50am
walk to bus-3min
bus to train station-10min
train to school-30min
train station to school-10min
i took like one hour journey to school everyday hell tiring.
School starts from 8am to 3pm , except Friday end at 12.20 hehe.
But when i reach at home is always like 4pm going 5pm.
School suxs at time without those crazy 4D who entertain me all day long in school, i miss Singapore so much like hell.
And this home stay she is good but i have to did those washign of dishes like i am becoming maid soon.
Alright i should get some sleep now yawn yawn.
Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.:D

Happy australi day:D

2011-01-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

Perth

2011-01-23T19:06:00.005+08:00

Hi readers, currently i am in australia perth.
This city is really beautiful the beach, the park and everything. Is just that most of the peoples are taller than me by one head haha, and the angmo talk in english sometimes you really catch no balls.
The home stay house is really very beautiful is just look like american movies style, and the woman who took care of me is really nice, she knew that i might miss my family and she make sushi for me haha.
And she brought me and my sister in law around the perth and look at my new school, Before i went to perth i did some research of my school, and when i saw it with my own eyes i was wondering if this is a school or musume haha.
And what hurts the most is that i am missing all my friends in singapore, i open one by one the card or letters they wrote the small little gift they gave me i could not hold but to cry it out. Those photos and everything remind me of the past seriously, and what bad about the home stay is that she don"t really cook on time. And i am starving myself:c But luckly i had got sweets in my drawer hehe.
School reopen tomorrow hope everythings go well smoothly:D

Flying off tonight:c

2011-01-22T02:30:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, i am flying off tonight to Australia. Not for holiday but going for future studying.
Yes i am very happy that i am so gonna leave this fucking dam hostel which i had stay for ten years plus haha.
Finish packing up all my stuff thanks to elvina and dan while me was doing some other big business.
At first supper time was at 7.30 end up become around 9plus sorry people wait me for so long:c last day of supper was great opps not supper is dinner i guess.
Seriously i don't know how i am going to bring all those stuff to my brother house.
Met friend for chit chat for the last time, seriously i don't even know when is the next time i will be coming back to singapore again...
Seriously i rather not to see my friends before i leave because you will miss them more if you saw them sending you off but what to do, is my last chance to meet them up already.
Alright i should go and sleep now, i have to wake up super early later.
Good night people.
I missing you very much;c

The old one always cannot replace the new one

2011-01-20T20:36:00.002+08:00

Hihi
Firstly- met rico and si hui for breakfast and sent both of them home.
Secondly-dentist and shopping alone at orchard how lonely i could be T.T
Thirdly-si hui house to surprise her early birthday with takoyaki cake haha.
fourthly- prata with cw
fifthly- stuck at home do nothing.
I am freaking bored and not in a good mood right now i don't know either.
Tomorrow list:
(1)Meet agent
(2)tm
(3) hostel to tidy everything up
Omg i cannot believe that i am leaving but i have not yet pack anything, everyday i am like fooling around outside at night always use computer.
Seriously i am not sure what to bring and what not to bring just feel like throwing away everything!!
I am missing you right now:c

Can time stop for a moment?

2011-01-17T19:13:00.002+08:00

Hihi:c
I will be leaving Singapore this Saturday:c how sad it will be to leave my precious friends around me. Yes i am happy to leave this fucking dam hostel which i hated for ten years, but one super sad things is friend. So many great friends i had known at Singapore. Those friends make me feel that even i felt lonely without my parents but i still have them by my side to keep me accompany.
Super memorable created by them and with me. School really sucks at time having boring lesson but with some crazy friends i had always make the class some entertainment, me,kah yek and yu chao use to disturb those AN when we were real bored in class. Me and kee li is always the one sleeping in class. Si yin use to be my best best since sec1 we use to be in same class for three years taking same subject and getting scolded together but thanks to miss poon she separate us up but still we are crazy at time when we go out. rushing to her home just to watch tom and jerry haha. My darling sim si hui although she nags all the time nanana but i just love the way she nag, she is the one i could always go out with her, felt sad i can always call her everything i can always give her a call and meet her up. And we always do some stupid stuff like this cute that H haha. Haiz haiz can time just stop for a moment? i Just one to spent times with all this greats friend i had for so many years. Although i can make new friends again at australia but the old one cannot replace the new one.
Lastly i am so gonna miss XXX like hell gosh gosh i cannot meet him anymore unless i go singapore for holiday:c How how how???
Anyway i am going to have supper time with kee li and guan ji bye people.

Happy:D

2011-01-15T20:03:00.002+08:00

Hello:D
Been busy doing i don't know what also. Aus thing left a few more just that visa take up super long time to be done.
Guess i have to skip few days of school.
Been out with melia and felita on wednesday if i remember clearly my happy three friends are going aus with me hehe. But melia go melborn( i don't know how to spell it) felita go sydney me go perth three people going all different places.
And today out with cw to catay and two more other people H and K.
Watch the season of witch rated 3/5 is just that they way they die yucks yucks.
After movie walk around home.
And i am so so dam bored right now tomorrow out with my sim and sim and E.
I wanna eat many many things which i cannot find in japan or either australia.
Laksa and steam boat in on the list hmm hmm still got what things i want to eat??
Bye people.

So much things yet so little time...

2011-01-06T14:50:00.001+08:00

Hello people, arrive singapore and i start being busy again.
Everyday i have to go down to the agent there to do some documents and all this bull shits.
Now left with notary documents,visa, health check,home stay, air tickets and i think thats all. So much things to do right now yet so little times.
I had to meet up with friends before i flying off but they have school now afternoon i am doing this documents time so cramp.
And seriously i really hate getting involves with any relationship stuff right now i got fed up always because of this. My attitude may change to you, perhaps i am too busy with so many things so please stop disturbing me right now. I am too tired over this and that.
This month will be a busy month to go after leaving singapore i will be in australia going to be in a new environment addopt evrything around me once again knowing new friends, new school and everythings.
Now i felt like being at singapore, i don't know too my feeling tells me that i make a wrong choice again whatever it is soon before 27th jan i will be flying off yes i am happy to leave this bloody hostel i had stay for 10years but what about my friends around me i bu she de them seriously:c But i will be dam happy if i leaves you wakaka.

A new year A new start

2011-01-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

Hello people:D
Happy New Year to everyone,spent my last day of 2010 with family:D
It's like 10years since i celebrate with them my new year? And yes i did enjoy spending time with my families:D And spending my last night with my cute little niece:D i am so gonna miss her so much:c
2010 yes it did happened bad and good things but most of it are those bad things, hope 2011 will be a new start for me a new life for me again.
Yes 2011 will be a new year a new country to go which is Australia that i am going this time to study for another five years i don't know if i got this chance to meet my families four time a year or 1 time after my five years of studies at there.
Yes my second and third brother did disagree for me to go there since i am 16years old going there alone without my brothers beside me and Australia is much dangerous than japan or Singapore.
Yes because of my studies did have many disagreement with my families, but i still choose to go Australia for my future.
After 10years of studies in Singapore knowing so much people asking me to leave them now is like oh my god i don't know how to express my feeling. If i reach Australia i am going to study hard for my English for my future, i don't want them to waste so much money on me again.
And i am flying off to singapore tomorrow,i am so gonna meet all my friends and darling:D
Seriously i don't know what i should pack now but still i have to pack finish.
Lastly families thanks for letting me this chance to go australia for my studies i won't let you guys dissapointed on me again.
I will be 17yearsold this year i had grown up and it's time to change.
BYebye

Merry Christmas:D

2010-12-25T20:36:00.001+08:00

Hello Merry Christmas everyone who is celebrating today:D
Woke up super early to do hot cake breakfast for my third brother since he like hot cake so much. And first time making hot cake tada fail the taste turn out to be like i don't know how say. Went out with mum to get present for my niece and nephew and for me too:D Night was great with brothers and family. Yeah present from them now left with my father:D
Best ever gift from Santa was snowing for such a long time, my city is always jan then snow but surprising Christmas with snow how wonderful it is when you spent with the love ones but for me i spent it with my family romantic but cold brrr....
Tomorrow friend will be arriving at kobe and i fetching him early in the morning and guess what tmr might be snowing too lucky him can see snowing his real life.
Sure continue with my ice cream cake yummy but fattening gosh:D
Lastly Merry Christmas:D

Left few more days~

2010-12-23T22:02:00.002+08:00

I am left with few days and i am flying back to singapore,time is so pack right now.
Tomorrow i better get shopping with mum to get more stuff before i am flying off.
Yeah christmas is coming present present:D
First brother and mum got me a camera. Now awaiting for my dad,2nd brother and 3rd brother to give me present. Just wish one day some one will event a doraemon for me.
26th friend come to japan until 1jan wow so long and might be going t tokyo disney land yeah:D Like hmm the last time i went was like 8years old? Haha so much exciiting even coming up:D But time left with family is only three days:c 24,25 and 1jan. I better use full use of time to spent more time before i flying back.
I miss my darling and more more:D
byebye

Irritating five brothers:@

2010-12-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

HElllo
Seriously for fuck i have so much stupid brothers,opps not stupid is irritating or something whatever it is. I am so not gonna cook anymore for them. Like being their maid or something. People took so much hours to make then at there complain so much like fuck las. Say so much bads comment do you ever know people's feeling. fuck seriously.
whatever it is tomorrow you are going back to japan and next year feb you going come back for uni. finally i don't have to endure your fucking temper.
And my mum after she got her ds sit there like some idk don't care at all.
Whatever after few years also byebye.

Hi singapore again~

2010-12-19T21:58:00.003+08:00

Hihi
I had choose the place wherei am going and it's again singapore haha means i going for ite. Actualy had been serching the place to stay in austrilia but my family say it's a bit too far and only girl so ya change mind to ite. Whatever it is, coz i just have to spent either one or two years of ite and i will be back to japan for uni or other place.
Family is happy about my result, but i am not although all pass but total super wasted. Nevemind should work hard in ite, hope the course i wanted can get in if not i don't know what should i say.
And one of my class mate is coming to japan yeah:D
It means i am going out everyday to have fun before school starts.
Anyway fourth brother and fifth brother is back to japan for a short break, my fourth brother was a bit angry over my result saying no future bull shit whatever finally once again our family can be together for once haha.
I felt so stupid for saying out the words ok whatever it is it's already over and i should not think about it.
Bye bye

Lalalas~

2010-12-17T17:52:00.002+08:00

Hello, got my pathetic result haha. Brother was asking me to go Australia at first but with the result i score go ite better. so ya i am going ite next year but who going with me hoho?? Friends around me scored really well but me cannot make it always, at least i did pass my subject but overall really wasted.
But who cares, family had been saying go ite two years after that uni either in taiwan or other place. Ok whatever it is family going to reward me with a small present although with this stupid result of mine but they said at least i pass my english this make them happy. Alright i am going to choose what course i am going.
Byebye

Kobe illimation:D

2010-12-10T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hello:D
Just back from watching illimation with my mummy:D
basically is the same every year nothing special, but was kind of bored at home so went with mum today walk around.
13december yen ting coming awaiting for her to come:D

(Don't you guys think is so pretty:D)

Panda bento:D

2010-12-07T20:38:00.013+08:00

Hello people:D
suddenly felt like making cute bento, and finally today i maked it for my family to eat.
Actually wanna make snowman but end up look like panda haha.
Woke up early just to make the kawaii bento.
Went to prepare saw everything was nicely arrange by my mum, cut,cook,paste, took about 1hr plus to make finish everything.
The result tada was better as i thought first time in my life make lunch without any help and the taste was delicious too although it look simple but i took many effort for it and i shall continue everyday for them:D

(TADA panda lunch)

:D

2010-11-27T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hihi
Been longs since i update, going to be December soon and around 20days to get my result. Guess i cannot make it to my goal, i don't care either since family don't really mind my result as long as got a cert now.
Holiday at japan is so freaking nice the weather now just right for me unlike singapore super humid.
Having fun this few day with family althoug still i have to go old same place everyday and stuck at there so long gosh, its wasting my holiday time but yet no choice.
Just wish that he faster recover before i go back singapore.
Felt so happy in this family with five big brothers around me and my beloved parents always allowing me to get whatever i want except for hand phone haha.
Shopping with mum this few day gosh i am getting to like branded things now, keep on looking on branded bags and wallet now a days.
Went out with first brother to get his birthday present but and up buying his thing and my things too thanks brother<3
Happy belated birthday to my eldest brother faster get a girlfriend you are getting older and older each year.
Tmr Forth sister in law will be back from Italy awaiting for present:D
byebye

Crazy over mm

2010-11-09T20:29:00.004+08:00

hello
finally today no need to work at brother shop, rest day. went ikea with my mum to bought some stuff for my room and xmas decoration. super long never go out walk so much. my mum being crazy to buy stuff for me everything cute just take for me:D happy haha.
tmr got to work again bored again, o.o my old hostel mate coming to japan hoho waiting for that day to come again.
faster recover!!!!

(heart table mat)

(all 100yen pen)

(mickey and minnie<3)

Two weeks more~

2010-11-06T21:02:00.004+08:00

hihi
been awhile since i blog, coz i had been doing the same thing everyday. went to sinnnagata with mum today just to see the steel man. after that went kobe park to buy some daily stuff and shop awhile.
i don't understand why nurse have to be so cold towards patience or who ever. ask then question nicely just ignore you and walk away what type of attitude is this worst it happen in japan gosh throw japan face.
faster two weeks i am tired of doing same thing over and over again this few i know its no choice but its tired. December 5th brother coming back to japan. don't know if its good for him to come back or not later ask me do this and that!!!
congrats my darling she found a new job but sadded she cannot msn me at night but i will call her for sure when i miss her badly:D
alright go to sleep early tmr have to wake up early again.
nigts people.

(steel man)

(colourful DSLR in japan)

Happy:D

2010-10-28T20:07:00.003+08:00

hello people
ytd night got my early xmas present from my 1st brother. bought ricoh guess most of the people don't know this brand only japan have this brand. the function is something alike as DSLR, anyway mum bought Nikon DSLR although she is bad in using camera since last time but she is trying to use hoho:X omg i love my new camera very much although is big but the quality is much better than the old casio camera. and mum been asking me to diet she say i becoming fatter becoz my face is becoming rounded. ok whatever it is i am doing exercise with my 1st brother starting next week hopefully i will be slimmer a bit by the time i go back singapore else i will get to say but ahem.
bye people~

Freezing cold~

2010-10-27T17:36:00.003+08:00

hello people...
my city is becoming colder and colder ytd temp 21degrees today drop till 10digress cold brrrr. stay at shop whole day to help out too lazy to get out of the shop because of the coldness. But later on going out to search for camera which should i get? canon or Nikon? i found out the DSLR in japan have diff type of colour even pink,red,lime green, blue.gold also have omg. but i don't think is good to use. never mind later go and look for it with brother. which digital camera should i get song or canon? hmm thinking now lalalalas. faster Friday the temp will rise up again i hate those cold weather i put so many time of lotion on my body and face but its still so dry. gosh hate this kind of weather but cold is still better than hot.
ok i should go and help out at the shop not keep using comp for whole day.
bye people

10th,100th,1000th

2010-10-25T18:01:00.002+08:00

hihi,
finally i find japan more interesting went to other city to visit dk who after that shopping time with my mummy. bought nothing much now japan weather not that cold not need those thick jacket or shirt. so get a few stuff, but hunting for high boots but none caught my eye. tmr shopping with 1st brother and my mummy hope to get more and more stuff. i want a new camera brother getting me one but dk when he will get hope but this month hope so. and mum also want buy a new camera lalalalas.
lastly 10th,100th,1000th. i miss you~

working~

2010-10-23T16:01:00.002+08:00

hello people...
i am so bored in japan right now, everyday nothing for me to do. yawn Zzz... been helping out in my brother shop for whole day and i am bored lalalas. feel like going back singapore and have fun with friend. tmr still have to go hospital early morning to visit dk who. boring i wanna shop but there is nothing for me to buy right now. anw 1st brother going to buy me a new camera will be waiting for the new camera:D haha cannot wait to get more and more new things.
and i am missing a lot people right now:C
ok should stop blogging, waiting for time to fly and going to meet my 2nd and 3rd brother hoho. cannot wait to see my little nephew and niece i miss them lalalas.
lastly happy birthday day father, i love you<3
byebye gotta work now byes.

home sweet home

2010-10-22T21:34:00.002+08:00

hello, back to my own city.
the air plane omg so squeeze cannot sleep well on air plane. reach city around 10am so many police surrounded around my home street. anyway i really feel like going back singapore i don't know why but i just miss them badly should had spent more time in singapore. my room is in a total mess never pack yet. and i love my mum she bought me a bag i love it:D should get some sleep now, yawn after 8hr sitting on air plane and bus.
nights people.
i miss you guys a lot<3

FUN:D

2010-10-18T22:14:00.002+08:00

After mum arrive in Singapore i had been shopping a lot, spending up all taro`s hard earn money. i know i being very bad but too bad mum came only twice a year so this chance i gonna shop a much as i want ha ha. Left three more days and i will be flying back to japan sad:c never really had chance to spent time with friend only tmr going out watch the child`s eyes hoho. cannot wait to see my darling and my class mate.
seriously i don't know what should i bring back to japan now its winter over there. and how i wish my friends could sent me to airport that would be real nice.
i feel like shopping again with mum i don't have to worried if i have enough cash to pay for my things, anw my family member going to increase again my second sister in law is pregnant for three months wondering its a boy or a girl, just don't be so naughty as the previous two kids will do. when will my fourth sister in law have their very first baby? i want my brothers to have many babies very cute when they are young but grow up omg!!
anyway should get some rest tmr waking up early to accompany my mama again.
night people:D

shopping:D

2010-10-16T01:19:00.002+08:00

Now its like already 1plus but i could not get to sleep too excited that mum is coming later^^
anw friday went shopping with my darling, met her on the bus then went plaza spore to take pict then accompany me for my dentist appointment after that go shop for heels walk around the orchard caught none of it so decided to went bugis walk here and there caught some stuff finally and a heels i wanted long ago.
around 7 plus take bus back saw marcus,wei jie and azhar took same bus together. went home by the accompany of azhar. seriously super long never go for shopping already waiting for my darling to earn money and going to shop with her again^^
hoho a few hours more mum is arriving to singapore, but seriously she came at the long time coz i wanna spent more time with my friends before i leave singapore.
coming up event:
.fetching my mummy later on
.felita's birthday celebration on sun
.child eye on tue
my time is pack with many even and i going back on thur freak i need more time at singapore:c
sld get some sleep now nights people:D

Enjoyment

2010-10-14T20:04:00.003+08:00

Had a great fun in the chalet^^
first night 12oct 2010:
.celebrated Guan Ji birthday
.mid night cycling from pasir to changi 30km total-.-"
.watchig sun rise
second day
.BBQ
.red house
.mid night movie
although the chalet i did not sleep much but was having great fun with my classmate sharing the laughter sharing the pain together when some of the girls fell off from the bicycle. riding 9hr together although some people gave up half way still we manage to be back. the surprise we gave for Gj, wanna watch sun rise become watching raining dropping from the sky, going red house with those brave guys. chit chatting at night with some people, watching mid night movie and 3/4 of our class people fall asleep coz the movie really cannot make it 1hr30min telling us a guy stuck in a coffin and die still nc16-.-"
ok tmr i will be out with my darling for shopping and sat mum coming hoho^^
next week will be back to japan will have a surprise from my 2nd brother could not wait although i gonna miss many people at singapore^^
should get to sleep again yawn Zzzz....

2010-10-11T21:30:00.004+08:00

Hello miyao michiko is here to post her blog again:D
Hooray ended N-level and now its holiday time while waiting for my result to be out:D hoho holiday many event coming up^^ 12 oct to 14 oct class chalet, 15oct dentist and shopping with my darling, 16oct mummy coming singapore to fetch me home haha.
Anw I still cannot get my pink baby thanks to the bloody guardian, cannot wait for tmr chalet gotta have so much fun and entertaiment with my class mate.
And you this bloody ahem i got my own decision whom I want to be so stop asking to do what I want.
Ok anw I am watching drama so shall continue my drama will be back posting with some chalet picture bye^^

2010-10-07T18:34:00.003+08:00

Hi! I suppose this girl is sleeping now. I'm here to help her update her blog, how nice of me. Ok.. my holidays have started but she still have her POA paper on Monday. How sad. Can't wait for next Fri to come, shopping spree with her.

Actually I very sad one loh, she going back Japan for 2 bloody months. You tell me who can I confide to whenever I'm down? :( Nvm. I've gave her a picture of me and my sister and my super fine artwork using peanuts! hehehe. But she've yet to give me hers. Ok la, actually she got take pictures using my phone hahaha.

Time to Maple! How long had it been since I login into my account? Hmm..

Hi friend!

2010-09-30T21:58:00.002+08:00

Hi there! I hacked into her account and changed her blogskin and everything, including her password. hehehe. I should be studying instead but I'm not. Okay whatever it is, I love this girl a lot. ^^ bye!

2010-08-25T16:16:00.002+08:00

WORKING HARD NOW!
Got back most of my prelim result except for me geo and Chinese, i did improved:D although there is still many ungraded but i can see improvement from my result. what i am not satisfied was my physics badly done this time round:c
English: 41/100 ( as expected)
math:51/100:D
chemistry:30/50:D
physics: 11/50:c
social studies: 25/50:D
poa: 16.5/100 ( as expected)

Mr foo was disappointed on my physics he never expect me to score so low for my mark:c but he is kind enough to ask people to donate mark for me so that combined sci i will get 41 rather then 39.5^^ and hsia yu chao sacrificed his mark for me hoho what a good uncle i have here:D
i hired two more new tutor to teach me my physics and poa:D
Quek yin ping i trust you a lot:D
11 more days to my N-level my english really cannot make it:c
why english have to be so complicated??
lastly good bye to mr tan and mr pang:D
bye people:D

2010-08-22T19:19:00.005+08:00

BORING!!
Two more weeks to my N-level and i had not even memorise my ss notes, nvr practice my eng and Chinese how am i going to aim those goals i wish for!
arrgh i hate exam especially came to important exam! how i wish in this world there is no such thing as exam or class test!
anw 5th brother thinking if i should go aus next year since i hate to study so much. he gonna ask my parent's about it, hopefully the plan of going aus won't come true!
Although going to aus for my studies was one of my dream since young but now is diff i rather stay here longer then going to aus!
What's happening to japan? the temperature rise up to 38 degrees sometime even worst 40degrees omg! i wondering how my family gotta endure those heat!
cannot imagine if oct i go back and the temperature is still so high! global warming tsk tsk tsk...
Anyway happy birthday dan:D
getting back my prelim result tml:D hope there were be a slight improvement for this time round!

(taken during the prom night)
should get on with my english now bye!

2010-08-19T11:54:00.002+08:00

Finally prelim is over:D
been awhile since i type something on blog been busy with my prelim and now its over!
been waiting for two weeks to end my prelim, but another month for my actual N-level exam...
will be getting result on mon,i have no high expectation for my result as i know there will be plenty of ungraded mark on my report book all maybe all ungraded...
will be working double hard for my N-level lalalas...
Aiming 15points!!
54days to go and i Can say bye bye school and those thick books which make yawn every time when i read up!
lastly
happy belated birthday to my HTF baby yu ling<3 [ITALY]
and happy birthday zhi wei:D
going for my lunch with aw keeli byebye:D

Time after time.

Tired of everything~

My best friend birthday (:

Sorry boy, I am tired of holding.

Far Away From Home!~

I was just Lonely~

Welcome 2012

31 December 2011

25th~

Friends??

New November :>

Cherish the moment~

I missed how it used to be~

What a life~

What if i went back to there?

Cherish someone who never left you once rather then people who ignore you after you gone~

Just a little time makes my day happy:D

I miss my past:(

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Exams weeks

Stress....

Finally:D

Never want to be apart.

Just a little girl who needs ☆

I rather let go if you cares for the past~

Life goes on for half a year~

once upon a time ~

Happy birthday to myself:)

Home sweet home:D

Holidays here I coming :D

Exam~

Party time :D

This is not the real me~

Endure~

Happy birthday my boy ♥

2015~

running out of time~

Just Endure a Moment~

No trust between us??

Happy mother's day♥

Annoying orange:@

Winter:)

有你的抱很温热：）

Happy 2nd ♥♥(*☻-☻*)

Back to school~

Omo school school~

Great holiday mood~

Once upon a time~

Holiday:D

Having a beautiful voice~

Scared of going deeper down~

Home sick T.T

Is just a history ♥

Worried over big things~

Sometime i wish i could rely on someone...

Irritating vodafone~

Just need a little secure from you ♥

falling in love with you day by day~

enjoyment:D

Failure~

Miss the past how we guys used to be~

Shy to say it out~

Just a normal Monday~

Learn to give up....

I cannot make the time go back...

:(

Forever remains in my heart♥

Not as close as before..

Stuck in no where...

Happy australi day:D

Perth

Flying off tonight:c

The old one always cannot replace the new one

Can time stop for a moment?

Happy:D

So much things yet so little time...

A new year A new start

Merry Christmas:D

Left few more days~

Irritating five brothers:@

Happy 2nd ♥♥(☻-☻)